I can’t sleep; the clock just went passed 2.15am to be precise. There’s this one thought that I need wire off my mind at the moment and lets just make this more interesting to see how long it takes to pen down this chain of thoughts without an extreme emotion of happiness or sadness, shall we? In other words, I’m not emo at the moment wtf. I’m writing with my room lights shut, in other words I can’t even see the keys on the keyboard!

As teenagers we grew up with this painted sense of direction about how our lives ought to be, supposed to be, and sometimes we all have this mindset that once you fall out of the ordinary route; you’re bloody screwed. I’m just sharing this for the younger audience, because I know how tough it can be to always stay on track and do as what the book says. With our parents never ending concern and fear that we might go astray and never gonna be able to get back on the cruise to success.

There’s no parenting book which guarantees 100% result that makes them a perfect parent. Parents are after all first timers in doing what they’ve got to do as parents, for the first time when they had you. I only discovered this simple truth about three years ago which helped me recover miraculously because I knew you will always need to dig deep in you to forgive somebody. And my reason was of course, because it’s also my parents’ first experience in dealing with me as a kid, a teenager and now a young adult. Imagine how frustrating that can be, there’s no book to teach parents in specific or on a case to case basis in how to be a good parent?

Clinique High Impact Lip Colour SPF in Magenta Rose

I’m not little miss perfect, and to be very honest I was anything but perfect. In this superficial world, we’re all judged upon how we carry ourselves on the outside but nobody will ever be able to determine your level of maturity on the inside. People grow at different paces depending on the amount of exposure, and of course having good parents to keep you on track. I’m one lucky kiddo who’s blessed with parents who genuinely cared and wanted the best for me in the long run.

Like most teenagers, I’m bloody stubborn and head strong when it comes to my parents. I got sick of feeling and being wrong at some point that I created this chain of reaction which made me craved to feel and be right at any case. That was how it was for the past four years, always searching and seeking for what’s right. We challenge our parents at any course trying to prove our point, and they’ll have this cliché statement that parents are always right. That makes the World War 3 at home.

Grow out of your cocoon and look at the bigger picture, someone once told me. You need to step out of your comfort zone in order to see, feel and relate to the world beyond yourself. Feeling all wounded after leaving high school, I had to take my leap of faith. Have good faith and things will somehow happen the way you hope it will. Always believe in the law of attraction, we are all walking magnets. Curse the fuck out, and you might just get cursed the fuck out in return.

Pardon the slight vulgarity.

That’s it for the moment, signing off at 2.35am.
I fell asleep on the keyboard.

As what I’ve mentioned on the previous post, Clinique invited me over to their Brunch Party at The White Room, Alexis Kitchen & Bar in The Gardens yesterday. The amazing team of people gave a really warm welcome to the 8-10 invited bloggers which were given a privillege to enjoy the lovely brunch, a short presentation about Clinique, a free skin consultancy as well as goodies according to your skin. I must say that the presentation given was an eye opener and two thumbs up!

During the presentation,in the White Room.
If you should know,i’ve been using Clinique for more than half a year now.

The consultation booth in the middle of the restaurant,
while the rest of us were munching down our food and sipping on drinks.

Us girls having a fantastic time.
I’m waiting to hear from you babe, Cynthia and myself.

The lovely goodies.
I’m still waiting for the pictures from the official photog,but I’m guessing it should come soon hohoho.

I was supposed to join Marcus,EVo,Josh and meeting MoJosh as well for paintball earlier that morning; but thanks to the alcohol the night before which made me overslept wtf and had to rush for the Clinique brunch. So managed to catch up with them over a banana leaf lunch at Sri Paandi’s in PJ.

With EVo there’s always a camwhoring moment!
I hope you enjoyed the piece i wrote above,although its quite a personal one.

Much love,cheerios.