Lets speak some simple English.
You’d be a fool to skip this after being here.

Two days ago,both dad and mum voiced out their worries and concern about my relationship roller coaster ride.Its a silent cry from the inside away from the public’s eye,friends and whoever because i’ve always respected the importance of respecting the relationship as a whole. Being brought up surrounded by love, and how love makes every bit of life a little more worth it; I am proud to say that i’ve found strength to love beyond myself.

I was once infamous for my string of relationships,and there’s nothing I intend to hide about my relationship before Alvin. And being in a relationship that deals so much with growing pains,breaking out of the nutshell and finding light at the end of every tunnel; it was honestly devastating.If you have been reading my blog for more than two years now,you’d be able to tell how very much in love and committed i was towards the relationship. Every relationship falls greatly back onto the core foundation and some might be lucky enough that its built to last.

As devastating as it was,you’d be surprise how very much in love i am still with Alvin despite it all; some kinda love where it ties friendship,relationship and everything else together.Facebook notifications about my relationship is a total bullshit honestly,i’m getting a hang of how to mess with it as the matter in fact. You don’t need a relationship in order to love,and come on lets just be frank;it takes more than just love to make a relationship work.

I am no weakling that’ll crumble and fall apart, there’s no shame to a break up neither should there be anything to hide about who i am about to date next honestly.Always get a good grip about your sense of know how,and where you stand with a cup full amount of respect for people.

To be honest,i was initially worried about how my extremely public identity online would affect when the world knows that my life was just a snap away from falling into pieces. I cried myself to sleep at night,tears rolling down my cheeks even when i drive to school in the morning; that was how painful it was. Who knows? I am blessed with some amazing people who’s caught a firm grip of this little ellie missycheerio when i nearly fell into pieces.

My relationship is of my own,and to tell you so very fucking honestly;
Don’t bother questioning me nuts about my private life anymore because missycheerio.com is getting way too public for my liking that i might just shut it down i kid you not.

As much as i would love to deny the importance of the existence of Oreo who played quite a huge part for my recovery; he thought me the importance to find the answer within something that has already been stated so clear smacked right in front of my face.Although love was never the interest,i’m glad to say that my baby steps paid off. Love remains the same,Oreo. 

Mum said that i’m very blessed,

in a way where there’s always a star at the darkest point of my life.

To all my readers,who i know genuinely reads the content because i’m not exactly the fanciest personality around,not exactly the bubbliest wtf,not exactly the nicest nor the meanest; but the least i can assure you that i love what i do. And i hope,you’d be able to breathe a good deal amount of life after reading.

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Posted on Tuesday, March 10th, 2009 in Blogosphere, Love & Romance, Past, Personal Writing Masterpieces. Subscribe to this comment feed. Leave a response, or trackback from your own site.