It hurts so bad, I really miss home.

I need to start appreciating the people closes to me, its not that I don’t; I just don’t feel that I realize how much they mean to me when they’re right in front of me. I woke up crying from a dream last night; and my last words were “so to everyone in Malaysia, please look after my dad and my family while I’m away”. My subconscious must have been really feeling it. Mum is leaving in four hours, then I’ll be all alone; since I’ve never really been away from my family. I think I’m gonna break down & cry, but I secretly wish that I’d spent more time with them.

Please, sit and back to think for a while; we spend most of our time proving our point disagreeing with our parents, you know that they’ll always want the best for you. Your mum didn’t spend 9 months having you wanting you to get hurt and be some hopeless adult neither did your dad worked his butt off to watch you fail in the future. We’re often blinded by what we want and desire, we push our way through so hard being so self centered that we neglect our family (most of the time). Its a Sunday, start making it right and not waste anymore good quality time with your family.

I miss that the most.

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Posted on Sunday, February 27th, 2011 in Blogosphere, Cheerio thinks a lot, Family, Melbourne, Personal Writing Masterpieces. Subscribe to this comment feed. Leave a response, or trackback from your own site.