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Wednesday October 29, 2008 |
October 29, 2008 |
Good day loves.
This is what i’ve been doing for the past couple of days. Driving my butt off to dad’s office on a daily basis in Cheras in order to work on my Autocad plans and print it out at the same time, with RM8.40 toll paid both ways which is freaking pain okay wtf. The suckiest part of it is the fact that i can’t seem to find the time to bank in my allowance,and its almost the end of the month; i just banked in allowance this month. Its amazing,two days time new allowance wtf so happy can die. 
I think things are going on pretty well,though i had a massive emotional broke down two days ago crying my hearts out over the webcam with Yee Wa due to the pressure from work.
I’m still up right now at 3am in the morning wrapping up my drawings which is killing me softly i swear. I have so many things to say and to share about,and to bitch about as well. But first off,i’m gonna take this opportunity to wish two people who happens to share the same birthday okay? Remember speaking to you both earlier when the clock striked twelve midnight and both sounded equally stressed up about tomorrow’s studio pin up session. What a way to kick start a birthday! 
Happy Birthday Shien Chii.
Big boy already lah Clement.
Your phone’s camera not bad ahhh
There’s gonna be a dress up for Halloween tomorrow for all SABD students.I’m gonna be a gothic geeky nerdy school girl wtf though as of right now i’m like neither here or there for my outfit!
Honestly,i bet you must be thinking how come these busy people got so much time to play dress up,even the thought of it takes up so much time!
Well,i’m gonna be a little less busy tomorrow so be sure to check the pictures out tomorrow aite.
Anyway,i’ve been spending way too much time in front of the lappie that it has taken over the place of my DSLR wtf. So for the heck of it, and since its gonna be three years and counting soon with Alvin; thou shall just leave a couple of footprints of Alvin here on my blog wokays. I love scrolling through happy pictures with genuine expressions when it comes to love, nobody’s here to outlook one another right? I realize how rarely the boyfriend is being featured here,that sometimes i had people asking me if I am still dating him; well yes I am. As the matter in fact,we meet each other every single fucking day since day one wtf.
Yesterday while
Oh anyway! I started taking notice of these three dudes sitting in the front seat of a truck having their lunch. They were all having those 50cents buns sold by our usual “Roti Man” and a packet of Teh Ais if i’m not mistaken. I was in deep thought i swear,probably due to the lack of sleep; wondering how much of a nuisance i used to be hating to even be in a place without air conditioning during the day and in a way how fortunate i am as well.
Oh no don’t get me wrong, i guess I’ve found myself somewhere along the way; a comfort zone where you feel so assured about who you are that you don’t need to live by the consequences of insecurities. Insecurities of fearing of not looking awesome enough wtf,the fear of not having the best of everything, the fear to not stand out among your peers,and not to forget the fear of losing yourself somewhere along the way. The truth is, its all on the mind.
I can walk out of the house without any make up with some crappy pyjamas without the Gucci or LV bag to reassure myself about my wealth,status or a person as a whole. Now take that,right there! Have you ever felt naked,without them? I’m sure we all have,but you will eventually come to a point where you know where you are,who you are,and what you are that you’ll just proudly brush it off; I have it all. Once you find that strength to see beyond your years, and having a past and a future to reassure you; the only when confidence start to speak for itself. Believe me;
Some confidence can be felt without
a word,
a glance or
a hint.
These are the things which money cant buy.
You know it best.
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