can you handle a heartbreak?

good day everyone. i spent the whole entire day at home yesterday doing up my sketches on my journal which is due next Monday. i stayed up till 3am again, then i realized something. My house i roaming with mosquitoes. i am weird in a way where i am actually allergic to mosquito repellent, did i spell that correctly? so all my life, i have to deal with mosquito bites without protection.

lets talk about the word betrayal. its never an easy thing to face, in fact it could even drive us insane at times. The toughest part of my relationships would be dealing with betrayal. It gives us no warning, when it comes it just hits you. Betrayal may come in a form of lies, and worst still,actions. it takes time for most of us to build trust, solely to avoid misunderstandings & betrayals. Have you ever been betrayed in a relationship before?

well,i have. not with alvin of course. i said,relationships.

the feeling of trusting & believing in each and every single word that comes out from his lips all turned sour at one point. feeling like you’re such a fool, playing a game you’ll never win. even if you do win, you lose all at the same time. At that very moment, i vowed that i’ll never ever wanna deal with betrayal again. you will reach a point where you find it so hard to believe in one’s word again.

 

you question yourself every time he speaks.
you still live on blaming yourself wondering what went wrong in the very first place.
you either live in denial or you find a way out of the tunnel & move on.
it takes a whole load of guts to trust again.
COME ON, which girl enjoys taking risks in a serious relationship?

you?

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oh,i don’t think so.
that is when trust steps in. you gamble,we gamble and pray hard at the same time.
its shame on you if it happens twice.

maybe i am a risk taker,i like gambling it.
one piece of advice for guys who cheat,a leopard never loses its spots.
its just a matter of time till he cheats again.
 girls being the ever emotional and think-a-lot selves will probably make their way to our very own tanjung rambutan in no time wondering what the hell went wrong.

think about it babes.
i’m more than willing to talk about betrayal. ♥