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Wednesday November 21, 2007 |
November 21, 2007 |
there’s a very different interpretation on my side. I look at it as the fact that when you know you have the someone special in your life,as much as differences,arguements,disagreements might drift you apart after a while. I’ve always believed in the fact that it takes two solid hands to clap. 
I bet you must have been through a hell of a rough time when you get so frustrated with yourself/that someone that you just feel like giving it up. Being us typical girls, we fear the “what if’s” and maybe’s. 
Don’t you agree?
in the eyes of the public & the world as a whole, nobody wants the dirtypaindarkhaunting secrets to leak out. its something so personal where even sometimes i hid it so well. that you’ll never hear me rant about relationship issues.How well can you cover up,how hard can you push your way through? - hintstoyouBABE.
i want a happy ending tooooo.
sometimes i bet you wonder,why do i even bother writing on a frequent basis with truckloads of pictures & all.I appreciate how pictures captures moments,for someone as nostalgic as i am,it is indeed very meaningful. there are some pictures which brings tears to my eyes every time i look at it. 
its not for the sake of publishing myself, hey i’m a photo whore or whatsoever. Its how close you can relate yourself to me,and i might not be inspiring in anyway,but hey its a story line.
i have my flaws, growing up with parentage why not you try guessing? And just incase most of you are wondering, i have a honey coated tanned skin,it used to be D-A-R-K skin back during the basketball days. I can assure you this, out of the 354678739867704352907120943 times people would often mistaken me as non-chinese, and the rest you go figure when you finally meet me in person la okay. 
the digitally enhanced pictures are not like how it used to be where BRIGHTEN! BRIGHTEN! BRIGHTEN all the way!! its the camera that i’m using now i guess. Its a Samsung NV10, 10.1megapixel camera, so it does take good pictures. 
the camera.
okay, let me let you guess I AM MIXED CHINESE + ???
if you guess it right,then i love you laaa! try listing indian & muslim out.
so what’s your guess? 
some things i wished i could have done when you’re still here with me. When things fall apart,we’re like miles apart. I can’t call you using my fixed line when i was happy you were using the same mobile operator. Still remember when i used to be in Sunway College,calling her up during lunch crying over the phone after an arguement with Alvin which was in September 2006? Although time and distance will always be the spoiler, just gotta reassure you that your presence and words of *ahem* wisdom will always ring in my ear.
Those thoughtful reminders still ring-a-ringring in my head all the time. that keeps me moving darling, 8 years of friendship and sisterhood seems too strong that i just need you to know that everytime whenever i think of you,it still brings tears to my eyes; as of right now. words and talk is cheap,there’ll never be any higher value than words of a broken heart.
she keeps my darkest secrets, some things and mistakes that i made which i can never spill out. the thoughts of you leaving then made me tear,crying myself in alvin’s arms telling him how much it’ll affect me without you here in Malaysia.remember how we used to perform together, all the dances and songs we sang, i miss you! times might be tough & purely bitchy, think of me and you’ll be strong.
i love you. ♥
to all the readers who has been with me for such a long time. the ones who never fails to come by,thank you so much. It does make my day,knowing that there’s actually people who listens,if not read. my chatterbox has always been a bitch failing to load all the time,sorrrrry! it doesn’t matter to me,the comments and all. I know who you are,and that makes my day. ♥
good night darlings!. ♥
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