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Wednesday July 2, 2008

July 2, 2008


Why stay in prison?

                                when the door is wide open.

good day people. Yesterday was an insanely busy day, since Chia Wen is now working at the blue concourse area in Pyramid as a promoter for Nivea, i was there to poke the fun a little bit in the morning,then had lunch with Teefernee,Tiffany at Kim Gary’s before picking up my new laptop over in Midvalley. Bet most people will go like,of all places why Midvalley wtf right? No i didn’t settle for a Macbook, i opt for a Compaq Presario V3841TU with 2.4GHz, 250GB hard disk drive & 4GB RAM. so im currently using the Toshiba solely for blogging, and the new one for work.

i had this pretty awakening conversation yesterday which in many ways woke me up and gave a hard knock on my head. For a moment in time, i’ve always been angry and literally fuming whenever someone speaks about you know who and it does affects me to a certain extent. You know the whole anger gets into your head,and lose contol crap? This happens to everyone of us, so my question to you is; how exactly do you deal with it?

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photo credits to eugene.

Catching hold of your anger,hurt,blame,guilt,hatred,grief and sorrow then put it into a huge imaginary plastic bag from IKEA and tie the bag up tightly wtf. And then shine in some light of forgiveness and understanding on it,then im sure the IKEA plastic bag will grow lighter and lighter till it floats away.  am i making any sense of what?
it is important for us, more like for me to be grateful for everything that is already in me and don’t be stupid enough to go harping on the past. going through a wealth of experiences (don’t measure the term experiences please!) and come a long way to be where i am today. lets just give credits to the positive experiences which have shaped me and how life’s lessons and stressful times have made me a little stronger each and every single time.

being able to receive and accept life with love and joy as a blessing in disguise, you are indirectly reassuring yourself that you’re worth it and this is definitely the self-love of the highest level. why the hell am i so philosophical today wtf,perhaps letting go felt too good to be true.

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the struggle of breaking free was hell,but the feeling of conquering your deepest fears is priceless. it doesn’t take a lifetime to learn,the coolest part of it; some people will never learn. i will be away for the next few days, and i should be back here on Monday.till then,have a great weekend ahead loves. ♥

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see you on Monday!

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2 comments “Wednesday July 2, 2008”

  1. ub_ub says:

    i like ur photo .. so nice the colour … look vintage :)

  2. missycheerio says:

    thank you dear (:

    @ub_ub - 

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