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Wednesday January 23, 2008 |
January 23, 2008 |
you’ve never seen in it my eyes each & everytime those frustrating moments when i needed to get it into your head.there had been so many signs you’ve missed out on but i guess you haven’t really been opening your eyes wide enough to see me through. its god damn frustrating to hide it all inside,convincing my silly self that tomorrows a brand new day.times like this has repeated on its own,so many tomorrows; tomorrows thats filled with never ending hope & wishes. they often say; becareful with what you wish for,thats what i heard. its never easy to just keep it all inside and let is pass me by with time.time can heal,but heck.if only it was that easy,i said; if only.i try and try to fix it up, literally pasting plaster all over it hoping the wound wouldn’t reoccur & to prevent further damage.don’t expect too much of me,i’m only learning.you keep punishing me for my mistakes,some i never quite realized,pointing fingers saying its your fault; yes thats what i heard.happiness can fuck off soon,so very honestly.i just can’t keep pushing myself to hold it in,chill,relax,nevermind,chill,it will all be okay soon.falling in and out of love is a very natural thing i must say.sometimes you & i,should have just remained as you & i instead of us & we.so what exactly am i looking for over the years?
think again.
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