Its not this time,seriously.

I sat at my living hall,switching on the TV hoping it’ll lighten up my mood a little bit,while keeping myself occupied with my drawings/plans for my house model. Sorry if i’m not used to having a quiet night alone at home with nobody around downstairs with me. I’m not exactly in the mood to write now,which explains why my sentences are all over the place.

this is probably the most unorganized post i’ve ever written so get your bearings right. I really wonder why my hits  go up when i write more personal stuffs,and the weirdest part when i don’t blog hop or even go online! hey don’t get me wrong,but i was really really REALLY happy seeing you dropping by with words that meant more than anything else to me as of right now. At least i put my blog to good use right,somebody out there’s listening. Things aren’t improving at all, its not normal anymore.

Remember when i used to be a naughty girl, running away from dear mama & papa wtf, it wasn’t as painful as what it is now. If by me going disappearing again like how i went MIA for a week would get them worried,i would. So please drop me with an invitation to put up a night at your place wtf. i come out with probably the stupidest ideas but to be very honest with you, I am barely breathing.

I don’t wanna be the messenger to get caught in between.
Wtf are mobile technology for and hello you both are not my friends.
Don’t keep telling me how mad you are at you know who because i get hurt too.
I cant go on whining to my friends because they’ll get bored soon.
You got no idea how many hours i work a day and tell me about my social outings lah.

always have wondered if something happens to missycheerio,nobody holds the password to my blog lah wtf. how to inform you’ll right? anyway,thank you all for giving me much love in return unexpectedly. love you!