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Voice Over The Blorio. |
January 24, 2011 |
Good day folks. Seems like I’ve found my head, or should I say my mind is finally back in place where it should be; a little screw lose at times, but rest assured my heart is always at the right place. I’ve always wondered how things would be like when I actually do breakaway from my norm, dating the same guy who brought so much happiness and helped me grew; how things would be like if I do take a leap of faith leaving everything I’m familiar with behind to start anew somewhere else.
Look, I do have everything here. Perhaps it felt like I had so much of everything that I sometimes lose track of reality, the bitter part of it; that nothing comes easy, not without a price to pay. My life in Malaysia for the past couple of years consists of fame, lifestyle, online personality, architecture student, girlfriend, basketball, blogging, photography, music & of course people. The trouble with putting yourself out there in the public being so exposed for the past two years, it leaves you with no room to hide and you’re constantly thrown into the front seat dealing with the ugly truth that you can’t get everyone to like you. Haters will always be haters, but deep inside I know very well that there really is nothing much to hate if you do know me in person.
It is never too late to be who you might have been.
Lets face it that there are some people who’s set to be anything but normal, no matter how hard you strive to be just ordinary. Life’s been painful on my end sometimes because I have parents who’s constantly punishing me for not being normal; normal in that sense where you want to reach out to things that people don’t usually push themselves to reach, but hey, life’s worth living. It’s a real living being that you’re reading about, one who has a set of parents who wants nothing for their daughter but to do well in her studies (its not like I’m not wtf) and that’s it.
Eliminating the possibility that I might have found my love for writing to reach out to more people beyond the arms of architecture, perhaps I have that little voice that spreads louder and larger than my actual self. Recently I met this one person, who’s life seems to have it all and limitless; but sadly there will always be people in our everyday lives who’s not awaken to their true potential. If you’re reading this or if you feel like you’re constantly being dragged down by your very own long list of “I can’t” or “I don’t think I can”, hear me out;
Nobody trips over mountains.It is the small pebble that causes you to stumble.
It saddens me to talk to you about how nothing is impossible just as long as you want something bad enough. I can still recall how helpless I feel at times when I stay awake during wee hours in the morning working on my never ending assignments; sometimes you feel like there’s only so much you can do within that period of time, but the truth is, humans like us, we’re amazing in different ways. Even for relationships, we often jump into conclusions that he/she is of this certain way and there’s no chance in hell that he’ll ever grow out of his nutshell. I, for one; realize that all we really need from our other half, is something as simple as good faith.
Remember how we talk about trust, how its often so hard to gain and how its often broken. Lets put things into perspective, people always talk about how hard it is to trust. Its simple, if you can truly give someone else you trust entirely without having a single doubt; the chances are when he/she’s on the verge of breaking that trust, you’d be the first thing that crosses his/her mind. Give without expecting anything in return, and you shall receive in ways beyond your dullest imagination.
Its often easier said than done of course. 
I hold on very strongly to my beliefs and so should you.
Listen to your voices within.
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this is random, but judging from your writings.. you definitely are a classy person, someone with substance and intelligence .
oh, and your smile brightens up people’s days.
keep on rockin’!
hi there. you have a lovely blog, and your writings are heartfelt and sincere, that i have to give it to you. but it also gives off the vibe that you’re trying too hard because half the time your sentences are overused and nothing short of corny, if not complete cliches. many of your sentence structures are awkward and broken. also, your grammar leaves a lot to be desired. simple past tenses have been wrongly used by you, as do basic past continuous tenses. reading your posts, reading your blog, all i’m getting is the feeling that you’re trying real hard to sound substantial and loquacious when you dont really have it mastered yet.
but it’s still a good effort, much better than other blogs out therethath completely annihilate the english language. Founders of the beautfil language must be turning in their graves at the abuse it is being put through these days. just my two cents’ worth – a little constructive criticism if you’ll take it – hopefully to help you better your writing, since you said you like to write.
you’re nearly there! =)
hi there…i think the lessons here are HAVE A LITTLE FAITH IN PEOPLE and BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
keep on writing
Hey Ellie,
Been reading your blog for awhile now but have never left a comment before. Just wanted to stop by and say I can identify with the part about parents wanting little else for you than to succeed in your studies and do better than they did. It’s something I struggled with for most of my growing up years as well… feeling like I had so much I could achieve, so much I had to give, but there was always something holding me back. Things have gotten much better since those angsty teen days… but on one hand, I never imagined I’d be where I am today – I used to think that maybe life wasn’t fair and the life I wanted was for somebody else to live, not me. On the other hand, I think that I got to where I am because I saw where I wanted to be, I held on to those dreams, and I worked my butt off for it. Guess I just wanted to say hang on to your dreams, and hang on to who you are, whatever anyone else says. The world needs people brave and strong enough to not settle for ordinary.
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