Where is the “good” in goodbye?

I walked around the court,staring into space; sitting up on this raised concrete build-up table, for once in the longest while I realized how quickly time has passed us all by. A couple of months ago, there I was drowned in sorrows stepping foot into the basketball court again to take my mind off all the deaths happening back at home. That was the end and the start of a new beginning. Little did I know that I’ve allowed myself to drift so far away from all the things which I used to be familiar with.

It doesn’t always have to be a bad thing, made so many new friends; great ones in fact, like a chain reaction that constantly feeds me with happy potions. I can recall oh so clearly how upset I was when I felt like my world was literally falling apart, with pillars collapsing one after another. When we’re constantly wishing for something, we overlook everything we already have.Thats exactly why I stopped wishing for things, and all I wanted was just to drop everything I have to see what else life has to offer.

A bold move; many questioned why did I walk out of a perfect relationship, well truth is; I honestly think that it was all part of growing up and growing out of things we’re familiar with. I said to a friend earlier today; I feel really suffocated. My life feels so suffocating at times that it leaves my emotions locked up in a suitcase buried deep down inside that I only unlock them every once in a while. Behind that smiley face lies a burden so heavy that its weighing me down now.

They often say that “Don’t let the past steal your present.”

Facebook & you.

Love is the hardest thing to find and the easiest thing to lose.
Make your move, before I’m gone. Because people change, and hearts move on.

Thats precisely what I’d like to have out right this moment. Love is something that we stumble upon, sometimes so sudden that it strikes and sweeps you off your feet. I’ve always underestimated the level of difficulty when it comes to finding love; love finds me all the time but I can’t seem to give myself into that state of being in something magical. Its really sad, I know; thinking about all the things I’ve let go off in the past. Maybe this is why they say that there are some people in this world who may seem like the most approachable soul in the world, yet they might be the furthest one to reach out to.

I usually give without expecting anything in return, so much that sometimes people are not used to niceness. Its almost as if the world has forgotten that not every living being breathes off selfishness. We’re only human with our best interests in mind, but trust me that at some point when you place others’ importance above yours; if a single course of action can make the difference, do it and you’ll feel amazing about it.

You know you really care when you have to try and convince yourself that you don’t.
To end this post, to all the sulky faces out there; lets all turn the frown upside down to .

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1. Turning Tables.
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3. Peter Pan in Neverland.

Posted on Friday, January 21st, 2011 in Blogosphere, Cheerio thinks a lot, Past, Personal Writing Masterpieces. Subscribe to this comment feed. Leave a response, or trackback from your own site.