There have been times where I have looked at myself in the mirror, staring straight onto my reflection and the question popped right up, do I like myself now? Girls will always be girls, you’ll always have the ‘angel’ and ‘devil’ both on the right and left side of your brains telling you what to do, what’s best and what’s not.  To be very truthful, I used to hate myself a lot. I mean not literally hate, hate. Just picturing if I was a friend, I would have despised that very girl just like me. Once again, I used to.

Not anymore. Growing up has always been the best part of living. It allows one to look back and laugh it off. You can never be too perfect, then it’ll be boring!  there are some who’s lucky enough that gains an identity over the years, and some end up losing theirs along the way. Like, the desperation of trying to blend in and go with the flow has finally taken its tow.  It is a natural thing that everyone will feel out of place a little here and there. Even as simple as reading blogs. You tend to lean towards the good ones, and looking at it as an example.

I’m not saying that its wrong to blend in, neither am I stating that its best to stand out of a crowd. Just always, believe in yourself and take a leap of faith when necessary. Stepping out of your comfort zone can lead to a bundle of diffidence, like what I said have faith and just charge on forward. There is always someone above up there watching over you & me. In fact, it has done wonders for me.

this reminds me of you.

I’m not that stupid to not be aware of the fact that you can actually log out/sign out of your blog to enable you to read without my knowledge. You can go on hiatus for all  I care darling, screw your pile of cowdunk.  There’s something very weird about xanga footprints lately. Its like the figures are slightly lower,but on Nuffnang’s record the unique visits are shooting upwards. Are you experiencing the same thing? Okay I seriously have got no clue at all!

here’s what i did yesterday, pretty homie day :

1) Bathed brownthepom and got all wet!  obviously.

2) Brought brownthepom to get his vaccination jab & get his nails cut.

3) Lunch with the boyfriend without brownthepom.

4) Stayed home having my singing sessions.

5) Supper with the boyfriend at about 10pm.

6) Watched Chuck & Larry and Jessica Biel is smoking hot in that movie.  

7) Went to bed at 3am in the morning.

Dozed off to lalaland not too long after that,and i slept happily.

will be out today,and my trip to Singapore this Friday is coming wayyyyy too soon!

 But oh boy,fully paid trip yo.  see you soon darlings! ♥

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