Good day loves. Spent my whole of yesterday at the hair salon with Sue-Yenn getting her new highlights and felt that my red head were not red enough; there goes the five hours;boo hoo. I woke up with my eyes all swollen and had a really really bad cold; then caught a mild fever later on during the day, it was perfect to rub the whole situation in. I am sorry that you might go what the hell am I blabering about,but i’m doing the best i can not to further explain the situation.

For a moment i did threw myself a question,wondering what have i not done enough to live it up to his expectations. Its not easy to keep a clear mind and sometimes i just fail to understand,thats it. I haven’t been sleeping well,losing my appetite big time & the coolest part about this situation he doesn’t even have the time or space to realize that he’s gonna be sorry for this. Perhaps i got a little carried away,or was it him who clearly stepped over the fine line that has clearly vanquished everything.

I’m only human,and i’ve got feelings too. Life isn’t all about knocking yourself out with problems you draw upon yourself. I’ve thought myself this once,why not make the people that you love and care about happy if its within your capabilities; instead of finding every damn reason to knock yourself out. I can’t go on telling myself that it will all be over soon,or will it ever be? Guess its just an emotional moment,it’ll all be okay soon enough.

see you soon,so very soon. ♥