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Thursday September 13, 2007 |
September 13, 2007 |
all this while i was so wrong about the way things were.i grew up through the whole process the whole wrong way.say whatever may, something just died in me today. as much as i wanted to hold on to my beliefs that its okay to make mistakes.thats how you learn. as much as i’ve tried, and strived to make it all okay. for everything in the world that was so damn wrong,i just don’t know how i landed myself in such a mess. i guess im not so happy after all. its what you really see behind closed curtains. i’m one tough cookie, but i have got no other room to slot and hide it all. i guess the afterall’s and memories are just pieces of junk for display. is there anyone in here to hear me yell that “oh boy, im so hurt right now that i feel like sketching it all down?”. if only it was sketch able, i would have. every bit of me is saying no. happiness, is what you feel deep inside. happiness isn’t desires fulfilled. its how you feel as a whole at the end of a day. i might pour the whole night long till my eyes get swollen and its far too obvious to hide. it died the moment i hear the whispers of the voices inside, that im already in my coffin.
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