Good day folks. I’ve been busy with studio,coming home with a horrible shoulder ache and head that feels as if its about to explode I kid you not. The usual whining that echoes through the walls of my hallway which usually goes like I feel so tired that I feel like dying, then a loud reply from my mum; “Choi!” which supposedly means “thats bad luck,nonsense!”

“Courage is the power to let go of the unfamiliar” -Raymond Lindquist

There’s this pretty weird thing about me that I can’t rely write when I’m unhappy/upset/frustrated; maybe its just a habit of me just not wanting to share it because it tends to amplify everything at that very moment. After a couple of days of cracking my nutshell, I realized that for the first time in my life I’m making my own decision, as the matter in fact; a very big one.

It almost feels as if you’re being taken out of your comfort zone,when you have the choice to be somewhere else. Then it struck me again; that life is filled with uncertainties, and thats the beauty of it. People like both you and me are confined with the idea of self-reassurance about where we will be ten years from now; but if a question is thrown at you, how will you know & what if things turn out otherwise?

Sunrise; yesterday morning,taken via mobile.

The truth is,we will never know for sure what lies ahead of us. All that we’re doing is building our lives for a better future, without any form of guarantee that it’ll turn out exactly the way you pictured it to be. If you ever wonder, my life was always unexpected. Architecture wasn’t a life long dream,I probably never knew what an architect was when they made me feel up my dream occupation in primary school.  I met the Keeper while working at Uncle Lim’s as a waitress in 2005,how unexpected wtf.

Great things happens when you least expect them to.

The Keeper with his new construction helmet, a random purchase off Cash Converters yesterday;
taken via mobile. I think I look better in it!

Elephant!

After a crazy long day yesterday,we had Steamboat Buffet for dinner! taken via mobile.

Remember this? Spot my presentation panel which is now at the gallery @ the Taylor’s Lakeside Campus. However,I wasn’t aware that my final model was left in the other Taylor’s campus; hence it got raped,literally!

Some idiotic juniors poked holes,teared off the walls and my roof is gone! Those brainless pricks,especially if they’re architectural students should know the value of a physical model; the amount of effort and time put into it. May you deserve the same treatment,when you least expect it!

Thats a very sad thing,oh well. Build nicer ones in the future.

Don’t do something that you don’t want others to do to you. Its a very simple value to carry on with life, its purely unethical especially when you’re in the same field. Maybe its just the low level in maturity which drives young fucktards like them to vandalize. It hurts,okay.

Honestly,how not to be angry?

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Posted on Wednesday, March 10th, 2010 in Architecture Eats My Life Away, Blogosphere, Cheerio thinks a lot, Past, Personal Writing Masterpieces. Subscribe to this comment feed. Leave a response, or trackback from your own site.