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Babies Aren’t Garbage!

missycheerio — Fri, 17 Sep 2010 12:48:08 +0000

Before I begin,thanks Justin.

I remember writing the earlier post earlier today being all incredibly frustrated and all,because I was obviously caught in this same situation before. Just in case you’re getting a little lost,I’m referring to my studio design which isn’t tough just me being caught in between what I want and what I need wtf. Shall not rant about that any further because all I want to do now is to highlight on some issue which is completely unrelated to me.

Well it started off with me reading some papers last week, then feeling all disturbed looking through images of babies being abandoned in thrash cans, drains, left in front of random strangers houses, and may I remind you that some of them are just got out the oven. Its absurd and inhuman for anyone especially women to carry a child for 8 months then chucking your child aside as if they’re no better than garbage.

Sorry for the disturbing images that I’m about to show you. Trust me,it wasn’t easy for me to rightclick-saveimageas-jpeg either. In case you’re wondering, I’m tearing and my hands shaking as I write this.

Dearest ignorant mothers, where are you?

Leaving your newborn wrapped with nothing, out in the cold for god knows how long before the baby dies ending up as corpse with possibilities of it being fed on by wild animals.
Even animals don’t do this,what the hell are you?

The thought of being pregnant, going through a turmoil, giving birth knowing that you’re gonna dump the baby out of fear of people finding out or being judged by the society; how do you even sleep at night? These fragile gift from God being left out in the cold,probably not even living for 48 hours.

What is wrong? It can’t be the baby’s mistake.

Its not like these innocent babies ever had the chance to say:
Hey mum & dad, please think twice before you fuck and make an unwanted mistake.

Dislocated body parts,in a pail?

Most abandoned babies are found dead.

Some are left in a bag in front of homes,hoping that they’ll be adopted by kind souls.

Whereas, some just looked as if they were literally dumped!

Babies are probably the cutest thing on earth although they may cry all the time,but thats how they communicate with us adults. They’re tiniest chuckles and giggles can light up the entire room,and I don’t know why is my heart pounding so fast and hard as I write this post. You may think its easy to write on a sensitive social issue but trust me; we’re all only human. I feel so much for these poor babies being abandoned by their own parents; I can barely abandon a puppy what more a baby!

Abortion may be cruel because it is literally killing a living soul; but why carry through the process of pregnancy then abandon them to die? The least they can do is leave them at a police station or a hospital, or even in a place where they’ll be found by some hopeful kind stranger. You may be surprised with the amount of cases going on in our very own country, mostly by you know what race; but the main question is, what the fuck is going on with mankind?

Is it the fact that we’re not exposed to sex education in school that teenagers resort to abortion or baby abandonment?
Are they all just being humans, where curiosity kills a cat; leading these sex deprived society to succumb to these social disease?
Have we developed into these cold-hearted beast leaving babies in thrash cans, or for some cases in the middle of nowhere?
Sex may be pleasure,but with every pleasure comes consequences. Don’t you have parents to teach you values to at least cherish life?
Deal with it Malaysians, we’re not sexually educated especially with so many people getting knocked up before marriage cases, at least they have morale values. We’re a sexually deprived society. Prostitution, abortions, and now child abandonment; don’t we have enough men and women to strike that balance to have enough sex?
Or are we just, purely sick?

So readers, what do you think?
I saw the advertisement on TV on this campaign,and I can’t help but to be driven to raise this awareness. Don’t make the same mistakes, and be responsible for your actions.
Sex is may be unavoidable wtf,but this is avoidable.

Hell Bell.

missycheerio — Thu, 15 Jul 2010 02:28:07 +0000

Good day folks. In accordance to my previous post,I guess its good to just set some records straight and I’m feeling a gazillion times better now; and after last night’s convo with Bell (Isabella Kuan) about how you will always find haters when you’re blogging at some level wtf & its all about knowing who you are on the inside. We also sort of agreed in some ways that you can’t live your life trying to please everyone & its honestly bloody easy to hate even if you’re just angered by one tiny situation. Family upbringing counts i guess?

Anyhoo,last night all started off through the power of twitter wtf. We’ve been wanting to have dinner over at Ninja Jones for the longest time possibly our motivation to do well in exams or rather just get it by to get together for Ninja Jones. Sadly,when we really found the time to; Ninja Jones wasn’t opened last night!

It was Bell‘s mighty suggestion to dine at Chilli’s.
Please note that pictures are not taken from my usual DSLR; but the new Sony NEX3.

Jason‘s think no evil.
Helenness‘s speak no evil.
Bell‘s hear no evil.
Ellie‘s see no evil.

Guess who joined us for dinner after a spanking new haircut?

I have no idea what was I posing for,but it seems like I’m showing off my ring from the Keeper wtf. Thanks Karlson for the meaningful shot

I’m loving the camera, gonna be packing up both the DSLR & this for Shanghai baby!

Isabella.

Jason.

Karlson.

Jason is a happy boy!

Helenness in the house. According to Jason,it weighs 2.5kg, heavy!

The only reason why I have so many pictures camwhoring with Karlson is because there were so many failed attempts wtf. Or maybe I should lay the blame on him instead.

It was a great night,although it could have been much longer if it wasn’t for the traffic. I’m having heaps of fun with the new toy and thou shall be trigger finger happy today. I’ve always believed that everything happens for a reason, the way the universe is aligned in such a way where things just fall into place. They say that things happen when you least expect them to; ever pondered if thats exactly what we should psych ourselves out to do? For example, I want this hence I shall not expect anything.

A good friend always costs cheaper than any therapy!

You’ll Never Understand.

missycheerio — Sun, 11 Jul 2010 18:42:21 +0000

I am feeling fucking disconnected,period.
I’m done parking things aside & I honestly feel like I’m hitting a new low.

Sorry if this saddens your day because I’ve tried very hard to not write anything depressing that falls along the line of being emotional but I think I’m hot wired that way. This is one of the many points in my life where I feel extremely confused about what I want, what I need & what I care about because I feel as if this one huge chunk of me has been dedicated to feed the things that I need to do. Feeling so deprived of just wanting things; I think I’m back to the whole isolating how I really feel mode.

I suck balls when it comes to being dishonest, it leaves me feeling like crap & here I am confessing that I’m not feeling fantastic. Optimism is something which you teach yourself over time,especially for anyone who’s been through hell; you’d either raise up to the occasion to be a winner or you just drown deeper & eventually disappear off route. Sometimes I do ask myself, if being positive about the outcome of all your decisions will allow the law of attraction to follow; in result of things going your way.

Being optimistic maybe powerful; but sometimes you might end up isolating reality.

Its crazy sometimes when I think about how upset I get when my father tells me off over the tiniest things; like why didn’t you wind up the curtain, and like a slap in the face in said, so irresponsible. For example in this situation, its just one of those situations which it probably slip off your mind, you forget and you get so upset when all it takes is just one wrong to vanish everything right. I’ve spent the past couple of years making up to you daddy; whether the steps of prevention to not disobey you because I feel that I owe it all to you; then as things get better gradually year after year, you slam one repetitive sentence saying You’ll Never Change.

Perhaps this is just one of the weakness which most parents share,since there aren’t exactly books to educate them how to be the perfect parent because every parent is catered to a different individual altogether,right? At least that’s what I tell myself when he drops me a bomb unnecessarily. I love my father,I think he’s an amazing man; but I get so upset at times when it seems like the closest person to you doesn’t know you enough. Or rather,they refuse to look beyond surface level.

Last night at cousin Lester‘s 21st Birthday; picture with cousins.

I do recall telling myself this year,that this times its gonna be for me; all my decisions are made on my own & I wanted to just stop doing things for the sake of someone else. Its still an everyday struggle when I want to do things in such a way which sometimes contradicts with how my dad would want it. Different is not equivalent to bad. I’d rather make my own mistakes, fall a thousand times than miss out from the whole make a mistake & learn from it process.

Why fear making mistakes?
Ever thought about making them to know whats best?
I’m not saying that we should strive to do more wrongs than right; but sometimes I wish deep down within people would realize that some mistakes are necessary.

Don’t take me for granted.

Sweetness In A Box.

missycheerio — Wed, 07 Jul 2010 16:56:30 +0000

Good day folks. I randomly tweeted for suggestions of presents for the Keeper‘s birthday; and somehow I’ve had quite a good feedback. The thing is, when you’ve celebrated a birthday for five years consecutively; you tend to run out of juice & I figured since you read about him (like the main character) of my entire archive here; might as well ask you folks for suggestions. Its always the thoughts that counts, and yes I’m a hopeless romantic!

Here’s a thing, the most memorable presents (based on what I recall) are often the ones which embarks a certain degree of meaning to it; boys & toys will always go well, but I’m hoping to take it to a whole new level. I may be making money from blogging,but bear in mind I’m still a student so don’t give me out of the world suggestions.

If I could wrap myself up in a box (oh no,did i just jinxed my previous post; coffin!?) and deliver it to him in a parcel; then pop up with balloons & a big wet kiss, I think that should do,right?

Frankly speaking, you guys have read so much about us; do suggest something! Especially if you’re a guy,in your -20′s and you love football? Bear in mind that all your suggestions can do wonders; all it needs is a touch of love & creativity!

For the love of the Keeper!

I Call This Home.

missycheerio — Sun, 04 Jul 2010 19:17:22 +0000

Good day folks. I have a slight confession to make,I think I’m suffering from this transitional part of my life where I’ve been receiving way too much pressure of having this blog. I know that I’ve probably gotten passed this stage a million times before, but I can’t help but to feel invaded at times, which explains why I’ve not written much about the Keeper, love & relationships and things like that for the past couple of weeks. This kinda struck me hard over dinner two nights ago,but this friend told me that I’m heading towards a direction of being a little too commercialized and not as personal anymore.

Well,I beg to differ. Truth remains that the only reason why I’ve been holding back its because I know who’s reading this; and the figure is growing,and I’m starting to get a little intimidated by the amount of readers. This is a very personal space,and I truly apologize if I have in anyway made it a tad bit too public, that is all gonna change from this point forth. I miss being blunt and brutally honest about how I feel about things, how I feel about people and most importantly with my perception about life itself as a whole. I miss being emotional and angry, I guess its all a part of growing up where I can handle situations a whole lot better now.

Look, I’m not doing this for anybody; but figured I sort of got carried away because of the heavy work load and advertorials chasing down my spine wtf. So here’s to clarify some things that, I really do prefer being in a genre of my own altogether. I did go through this period of self-reflecting, about how exposed I feel at times, having people knowing all about what I do, constantly being the food on the plate to get gobbled over especially when you know that people are bound to judge. Here’s a note to myself, Ellie; you’re a person of your own.

And this, right here; is your home.
Its not someone else’s home.

Honesty and individuality is something that cannot be bought with money. I have been pretty honest with myself over the years,but being brutally honest about situations can sometimes get you into trouble too. This is my home, my refuge; a space where it suppose to give you a best direct possible reflection of the person that I am, I’m not perfect. Coming from a past where I was once a child with a dark past, coming out from it, and now living the present to its fullest. I do feel grateful always, because I know that somewhere, someone is watching over me.

Count your blessings, and a person who’s never satisfied will never find happiness. If I can successfully remind myself with that statement each and every single morning before I get my day started; I think I’d probably be more appreciative of what I have now. I know I’m extremely blessed with Alvin who’s been pampering me like a princess over the past 4 1/2 years of our relationship, with so much respect & trust; your partner shapes you, and the support you get takes you to the next level of your capabilities. It worked vice versa of course.

I have my dreams,but I don’t call them dreams anymore because I know that even my dreams envy my reality at times. No thats not a boastful statement,just merely a gesture to show how much things have somehow miraculously turn out even better than anything I’ve expected. There’s of course this constant struggle to know whether my route in becoming a great architect will be an easy one, but rest assured; I don’t give up. Giving up is probably the dumbest thing to do, because you’re literally erasing off the very tiny percentage of possibilities that it may just work your way.

Be it relationships, studies, and other things; don’t ever,ever give up. The future will always be worth fighting for. At this moment, I picture a beautiful future thats framed up with this two person walking down the isle, having a toddler dressed up in cute outfits and designer shoes wtf, a place of my own which is gonna be designed by yours truly; and all I want is just to be happy.

Don’t ever underestimate the price of happiness.

At times I do wish that I can cry out loud to the ones whom I’ve been fighting for, for god’s sake; life is short, and you’re wasting each and every living moment of it not wanting to push your buttons. The things that revolve around our lives might be here forever, and you’ll never know if god might decide to take them away through some freak accident or something. I don’t know if you feel what I’m feeling at the moment,but please appreciate what you have. No point in regretting when its all gone.

Forever is composed of nows.
If you keep worrying about what might be
Wonder what might have been, you will ignore what is.

Feels good to be home.

Make & Break.

missycheerio — Thu, 01 Jul 2010 12:53:22 +0000

Good day folks. Yesterday was one hell of an awesome powsome day because its probably the single most meaningful and well spent day I’ve had in months. It started off with me being random over my stressed out Malacca period asking mum if she wanted to bring my aunt & cousin,Ewan from Australia for a road trip. And in the end, my mum made sure that even my grandma & the other aunt came along; which ended up, Ellie became the driver & tour guide wtf.

I mean its pretty unusual for me considering that I spent most of the time being driven when it comes to being out of town. I get to camwhore more in the car wtf especially when the Keeper is driving,but since its a weekday and it was my mum’s special request, I knew I had to pull this off. Well its a lot more complicated than that, we were in a hurry also partly because grandma’s chemotherapy begins today, and yesterday was the first time in more than 10years that they’re all out as just mothers & daughters.

As I was speeding down the highway, we reached Malacca in 1 hour 10 minutes wtf it was so possible because mum couldn’t nag me with the whole “Girl,don’t drive so fast” because she was busy cozing up behind leaving Ewan asleep in the front seat with me. I mean,deep down inside as much as I was a little carried away with the driving; I know I was doing something right for them, you’ll never really know whats gonna happen one year down the line. Looking at the joy in their faces, like the whole mother & daughters reuniting thing was pretty moving.

I am the third generation,so I only get to play driver.

I know how most people would want to just head out & catch up with a million things they’ve missed out on; but I prefer kicking it off in hierarchy.

Prevention is better than cure.

Attempt one failed; too glaring,i ended up squinting my eyes.

Ewan.

This is what you get after putting on a hat. Messy hair!

Mum.

Super candid moment.

Aunt & mum.

Sometimes, you can find happiness through others. If life was as meaningless filled with selfishness to always be thinking about the 101 different ways to make yourself happy,wouldn’t that be quite a bore?

I did contemplate whether to start writing above slotting it in between the photos; but figured since this is completely unrelated to Malacca post; I’d just start it here. Last night,after the long day trip to Malacca; managed to grab dinner with Karlson who looked pretty worn out after wrapping up on his taxes wtf,and we sort of had this conversation about myself. Here’s a thing,I’m not exactly an open book; you can only know and tell so much, not unless you’re some close friend. So,there I was feeling a little confused about whether I am doing it all right; and suddenly I found the trouble in gaging where I am at this point.

Have you ever wondered if sometimes life is just written; its like they show a couple of signals before something bad/good really happens but we’re often too caught up in reality to notice it? Two friends shared a story with me about how it feels to lose someone you love dearly,someone significant to our lives; and how it can change our lives forever.

People like ourselves, we treat our parents as parents; often writing them off as just being a parent. Always over reacting at the tiniest mistakes that you do,and the line “you’ll never understand” always come into play.I guess it was quite a good wake up call,and yes we all need to start re-evaluating ourselves back at home. They call it growing pains, some things which you’ve ought to go through eventually in order to discover different sides of yourself as your grow. What do you think?

Well,after my morning breakfast with Karlson at The Loft@Empire Gallery & catched up with my childhood [fill in the blanks] Ethan Curzon & I’m now here I am trying to wrap this post up before the Keeper heads on over to watch DVD’s at home with me. It feels fantastic to be in the holiday-ish mood,judging from my current schedule; I’m more than excited. The boyfriend is already complaining I’m spending more time with others than with him; but oh well you have me for the rest of the year wtf.

Hi,anyone hiring a driver?

I’m not sure if I’m ever gonna be the best person,I have my flaws,I make mistakes but I’ll never stop trying to fix things. We all know that some of us live in denial, some have unresolved issues, some have history, some are just born unlucky but never forget that there are also some who’d never want to make the same mistake twice. People tend to throw in the line “nobody’s perfect” because yes it is true; but that should never be an escape route to living in denial and not wanting to change for the better.

At this point of my life,I just realized how much I’ve been missing out on; one main reason was to focus on work, but the other because I think I have this tendency to attract trouble or dramas without even trying. Often thrown into a position where explaining myself would make me seem more guilty. Rest assured,everything on the inside is feeling superb at the moment. We may deal with some mean crazy bitches, dumb pathetic assholes every once in a while; but why not make a change and throw them with an act of kindness like wishing them on their birthdays, or just ignore them altogether.

Just remember,my tolerance for bitchy acts is remarkably high, I can take shit & just walk away because I know,deep inside; i was once one hell of a bitch. I ruin lives & I don’t stop at merely the world wide web. Behind this world wide web, you’re a person, an individual; what we have here even if we’re famous, its merely our real life “avatar”. Don’t get too caught up with your avatar, in reality; we’re all equal. Jealousy from you will always be inevitable.

After all,life is short. I’ve had this long conversation over lunch with Ethan talking about how death around us can change our perception & our ways of appreciating people around us. Would you want to carry all that anger & hatred to your death bed? Would you want the very last memory of the dead to be about how horrible you were as a person? Its time to just try to rub off any possible argument or disagreement; just be happy & charge on forward! Karlson thinks I’m too emotional & defensive at times; coming from a close friend, I think its time to really kick that habit away.

Its good to be back.
Love always,cheerios.

Archi Me.

missycheerio — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 15:02:26 +0000

Good day folks.Presentation went on fantastic today,although I had this major panic attack at 5am in the morning last night; only to realize I’ve not prepared my presentation speech or even given a thought about it. Stoning in front my computer, thinking; oh wow,am I really gonna pull it off as the first presenter by going in spontaneously? Ellie,you’re presenting a design; i said to myself.

So here’s a couple of bits and pieces of my studio work this semester; architecture is all about the process of discovering yourself along the way, you always know what you want; and you make it happen. There will be this point of excitement in the first two years, then a point of self discovery in the purpose of why you chose to pursue architecture and the step after, you discover this side of yourself which you’ve never seen before.

You will find your purpose, your drive and the very direction which you choose to obtain in the future. There is no if’s, no but’s, no perhaps; its a commitment, and commitments don’t come easy. How i wish at times that I had more time in the world to do other things, but if you’re doing what you love,it’ll never feel like work.

I am often lured by this other side of my world, the world wide web that strings me on to so many other wonderful things. This year has been superb having things going according to plan, but I promised myself that this year 2010 was gonna be for me. Sometimes at some point of our lives, we end up doing things not because we want to; but because we ran out of reasons to say no it. Its almost as if we owe it to the world around us, be it our finances, parents, family, relationships and so on to commit so much of ourselves that we end up losing our way while doing it.

Hence, I know that its not about being selfish; but to give myself a chance to do things because I want to, to find the love in the things that I pursue,and everything else coming in secondary. Even the Keeper thinks that I am a thousand times more focused and dedicated to my work,because this one question which you should always question yourself. Where do you see yourself five years down the line?

I’m going to be completing my Masters in Architecture in 2013,work a couple of years in a firm and earn my license to get my own Ar. Its a very achievable goal to have an additional tag in front of your name; as Ar.Ellie Chee wtf. What I’m trying to point out is, we all need to learn how to look at the bigger picture. You need to be able to brush off and say “No” to things; failing to do so, you’ll forever be in a chain of failure.

And so a couple of possible dramas sort of hit me this week, and I think I’m getting a hang of just ignoring them. There’s always this point in your life,when you feel so good about things; that petty issues will be rub off as another rain drop in a thunderstorm. You don’t need to feed the vultures when they’re hungry,they’ll feed it off somewhere else eventually.

In life we get shit thrown at our direction all the time, sometimes you deserve it, and sometimes its just plain uncalled for. The Keeper who’s been trying to knock sense into my head that I should have learned how to be a bigger person, and grow out of over reacting. When you’re in a class of your own, seriously you will look down upon the ones who’s following close behind. There’s no need to be bitter, just know that people will eventually grow out of it eventually. Rubbish belongs in the dustbin, if thrash if what you want to be; learn to find your place.

Here I’d also like to wish Karlson a Happy Belated Birthday, thank you for being such an almost kinda important figure in my life; in case you haven’t noticed, I’m not blessed with any older siblings. Its not like I’m complaining having two younger brothers; its just nice to have an older sibling to sort of make all the mistakes and you not having to repeat them. I’m probably one of the luckiest I must say, to have a couple of shining stars watching over me all the time.

Good friends are hard to find, the ones who stick by you is ever harder. I know life is already sort of awesome to have the Keeper as my other half who’s sort of striving his way to build his career; but to have a role model/punching bag/bitching buddy to tell me; Hold on Ellie, don’t run over anybody when you get so mad. I hope this year ahead would be an awesome one for you,grow older gracefully wtf and yes I am looking forward towards the Shanghai Expo 2010!

Imagine all the awesome pictures of the pavillions, and fingers crossed that my blog sponsors can hand me over some goodies to bring it over to the Shanghai Expo. I’m so glad that my holidays have finally arrived, let July be a great month; gonna be spending a week in Shanghai,a weekend in Singapore,shopping spree, and I’ve made my promise to make it up to all the “sorry,I’m busy” all within this month.

Oh my god,so happy and excited can cry!
Hope you enjoyed my architectural works,feel free to encourage me okay?
Architecture is more than meets the eye. See you readers tomorrow.

Clinique Star Tour 2010.

missycheerio — Mon, 28 Jun 2010 19:21:36 +0000

June hasn’t been a great,it passed me by so quickly. July,you’d better treat me well. Or I’ll marry August. -MissyCheerio

Greetings readers,I’ve not logged on to MissyCheerio.com for 2/3 days now preparing for my final presentation which ends tomorrow; yes my finishing line. Anyhoo,here’s something for you. Clinique needs no introduction,and if you’re keen on getting a quick fix,beauty tips and getting dolled up; you should read on.

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I will be heading over to the one in Sunway Pyramid this weekend. I hope you readers can tell that the reason why I have advertorials lined up one after another is not because I’ve lost my mojo for writing; I have not been sleeping,eating or doing anything well; its all uni work, should never forget that my main dream is to be an architect! It drives me crazy to see all my blog stuffs pilling up but thank goodness it’ll be all over when the clock strikes 9am tomorrow!

Above are a couple of my 3D renderings for my current museum project. If you like what you’re seeing,this is merely a teaser; I’ve not posted any of my architectural works (although thats literally all I do most of the time wtf) so I’m hoping to update right after I’m done. Stick around; I’m back in action in full swing!

Wish me luck for tomorrow,love you readers!
See you at Clinique Star Tour 2010 this weekend at Sunway Pyramid.

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Papa’s at La Cocina.

missycheerio — Tue, 22 Jun 2010 18:05:35 +0000

Good day folks. I can’t wait to get tomorrow over and done with, then I can finally go full swing on the race to the finishing line for studio. Spent the past couple of days drooling over my notes because I tend to fall asleep every hour then automatically wakes up after 10minutes salivating all over my notes. Wish me tonnes of luck & hopefully all the hard work will pay off for tomorrow’s paper.

You know sometimes when you feel all lousy and unmotivated,you tend to just space out into strings of thoughts that don’t make sense at all; for my case I went into deep hallucination last night wtf dreaming that I got kidnapped by some uncle. Its so funny that my dreams are all going hay-wire, how does squeezing in my notes from Building Science lead to me being kidnapped wtf.

Some dream of success,while others wake up & work hard at it.
Things may come to those who wait,but only things left by those who hustled.

Guess I haven’t really been dreaming in reality which lead me to dream about being kidnapped in my dreams. Its true how that statement states that we’re often told to have a dream since we’re little, and how most fairy-tales would convince you that dreams do come true.Long gone were the days when I recalled being young,asking daddy & mummy; what was my dream when I was a little girl? It turns out,dreams will always overlap one another as we grow; so what is your dream?

Pictures from Father’s Day dinner at La Cocina Restaurant & Tapas Bar,clearly understated with mega excellent service. You can always refer to KY‘s food review here.

Tapas to kick off the night.

Garlic Shrimps; Pan fried shrimp with a lot of fresh garlic, olive oil & dried chilli. RM11.90
Lamb Meat Balls; Spanish meatball served in herb tomato sauce. RM8.50
Fresh Button Mushrooms ; Served sautéed with garlic, onion, herbs & olive oil.RM 9.90

Fettucine Marinara. La Cocina’s own style of fettucine, sautéed with fresh shrimps, clams, fish fillet, squid, large prawn, shallots, basil & garlic.RM 19.90 only! If you were to make a direct comparison,perhaps with Pizza Uno’s, the texture of the gravy & freshness of the seafood is way better here.

Chicken Pieces In Creamy Mushroom Sauce. Tender chicken pieces, sautéed with fresh mushroom, garlic, olive oil & fresh cream, served with mixed vegetables & shredded potato. RM23.00

Mixed Seafood In Saffron Sauce. Mixed seafood platter cooked in a light seafood saffron broth sauce, served with rice & mixed vegetables. rm38.00

Grilled Salmon Fillet. Grilled fresh salmon with herbs and spices, served with creamy garlic sauce, baked potato with garlic butter & mixed vegetables. RM28.00

Fish & Chips.Spanish style of fish and chips, breaded & deep-fried fillet of white fish, served with french fries, salad & garlic mayonnaise sauce! RM16.90 Largest portion compared to the other dishes.

Brother Wen Zhi who does the gym & ballroom dancing,genius at school too.
Mum who looked so happy finishing up her ultra huge fish & chips.
Youngest brother Wen Yang who looked rather stoned.

Don’t ask me why,for some reason the family sitting arrangement at restaurants is always me sitting next to dad.Imagine if I grew mustache!

Father’s Day at La Cocina was definitely a good pick,considering it was a last minute impromptu lets give it a try sorta decision. Found this rather share worthy,and its good that some of you even wrote to me to ask about Logenhaus in this post, thats it for now about food. I’ve gotta hit the sack soon; gonna give my brain some ample amount of rest in order to function according to the Keeper who claims that there’s no word to define my sleeping habits at the moment.

He claims that people sleep at odd hours or stay up late periodically, how come I do it all the time. Anyway,continuing from my previous rant about dreams; do you have a dream? I know of some people who’s so realistic about the present and the future that they don’t believe in the whole idea of dreaming anymore. Throwing the question right back at me, I believe making things happen the way I want it to. Dreaming makes me happy,but taking baby steps in establishing my strength in building the life I want is definitely working out for me.

I’m gonna need lots of luck for my exam tomorrow,any kind words of encouragement would be greatly remembered. Good luck to myself for tomorrow.

Poker: The Art of Civilized Bushwhacking.

missycheerio — Sun, 20 Jun 2010 13:34:45 +0000

Here’s to you. I’ve thrown myself these questions at times; matters such as the difference between doing something for yourself or doing something because of something else other than yourself. I’m not sure if you’ve even stumbled upon situations where you realize that its more difficult when you try to not be selfish but at the same time you’re succumbing to pressure imposed by others.

Here’s a thing,I’ve realized how I might in someways gotten sucked into the whole idea of being apart of something which evidently proved that its all a waste of time. So weird that you’ve allowed yourself to be lowered down to a level far below yourselves; and man its not worth it. I’m pulling the plug because I think its true that at times you’ve gotta live up to what you’re made of, and don’t take shit from others. I’m clearly not happy with how the cards have been played,and I’ve done everything in my power to shed some light hoping that the hints would get across.

Its funny how people get so carried away with the moment, not realizing that its the cause of your downfall when you take things for granted. Come whatever may, I know I’ve done my best to contribute and frankly speaking I’m on the verge of losing it. It makes me wonder if everyone who walked in and out had gone through the very same situation; because apparently its all about looking forward & building the future neglecting the present; as always.

You have the Answer. Just get quiet enough to hear it.
There maybe millions,or thousands sort of people in this world; but let me just highlight it out to you that nobody treats me that way. No more nonsense,you’d better buck up or you can fuck your way out the door.Stop building things if you’re gonna leave them to destroy when you’re halfway done. If you try to kill a puppet,make sure they aren’t any puppet master killers around.

You want to be a dealer,deal your cards right.
Long gone were the days where, I used to defend you.
Old card players never die, they just shuffle away.