a simple note, that requires no specific reader.to have a glimpse of what had hit me oh-so hard
tht it left an impact on me as of right now.all along,i realized this.Most,if not many,had been there,
done there,flaunting it and it shows nothing but a deep sense of emptiness.People who seem so whole
on the outside,are most of the time empty on the inside. It applies to me as well of course,like before.
Many lived their lives for others,and never for themselves. Some dress up not to look nice,but to show
others tht,

“hey,i have this and that,are you envying me now?”

this is so random.i felt totally embarassed when i came upon something which i read which showed so
low sense of maturity and self-security.what and how is life complete and perfect to you,lies entirely on
how you organize and handle the not-so-simple thing called life.and another thing,do you wear your
 bags/blingz/shoes/clothes or do they wear you? Now,start looking and giving yourself a little hint here
and there,picturing what i said.

 
What i could have owned is may beyond your dreams,but owning is not what im after. I am after things
tht i earn then only i own what i deserve.many,if not most,have this picture tht rich girls are just pure
lucky being brought up in a rich family, getting everything tht they desire.that is so not true. Many
people have lost themselves in this game tht they’re not up to it yet. that’s where robbery and stealing
comes into the picture.So,in this reality,we are all only humans.Im turning 19 this year,and im loving
every moment of it.

Knowing tht when i get up in the morning,having my parents who supports my education and relationship,
a car tht plays the best tunes when i am stuck in the horrific Subang jam,a boyfriend who slaughters me
when i speed to much,a dog tht talks to me,oh yes he can!. how complete is complete to you?. some ridiculous
teens cum peers who has so much dissatisfaction in their lives,craving day by day for the attention and
things to make their lives feel a little more complete.

to all friends,enemies,blog readers,random passerby’s. each and everyday of your life is worth living.
spot all the lonely-empty on the inside people on the roads,perhaps ppl around you.who wants you to know so
badly tht they’ve a life like paris hilton,you’re one step ahead of them always.you will always be.

i am thankful tht till today,i still have my family next to me,my cousins who are always around me,alvin
who has stood by me thru thick n thin for so long,sue-yenn and her SM boyfriend kee weng,haha!.,sue-lynn
tho you’re my senior,i like u a lot la. yean,tho i dont know you directly,but trust me,im not like what justin
and jayson describes me as,just some ruined teenage life in the past,i see you’re doing great with him,
happy for you. M*,thanks for your words of advise.find tht really effective and bulls-eye!.i am frankly
very honest on my blog. *giggles*

i still dig Guess? bags because im miserably   saving up for my new trip to Japan with Alvin . i dig MNG as well because it fits my body structure and height,the length of attires and their color scheme,i have a honey coated skin.if you’re wondering!. And another just in case some bimbotic idea pops,its all my own cash. go figure!. i hate ppl who puts and live with a tag:

“my dear parents are rich,please look at me.”

 NO way!.  BTW..  does anybody know where and how to find previous years newspaper cutting? i think its enough of my lectures.happy reading.

shoo shoo far away miss notes* ziyang,wengleong,jason,M*

toodles!. <3

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