March 11, 2007
its still Sunday right?. a lonely afternoon and sadly i am suffering from an emotional breakdown. Unlike usual,i hate to write about my relationship stuffs because it seems and feels inappropriate,but i just need to let it all out. its just a short one. I am entirely wrecked and guilty for the charge tht he had imposed on me. Never in my life have i thought of giving up on things tht easily. it takes two hands to clap,after all.
for those blog haters of mine,im sure it ha-le-lu-jah hearing all this from me.that im finally facing a frigging tough shit of my life.I wont say tht i am collapsing bit by bit,day after day,but there are some things in me i would rather let it go. stubborn indeed,ridiculously pampered since day one. i shouldn’t have.
|” Fantasy love is much better than reality love. Never doing it is very exciting. The most exciting attractions are between two opposites… that never meet.|
I am gonna be attending the Taylors School of Architecture open day next weekend,so friends,enemies or whoever. be sure to catch me there! My Monash Uni Foundation Year course is about to end in no time. Many raised their eye brows when i told them,Monash is not where im heading to. then why do MUFY in the first place?. Am i really that predictable?
Whisper my name in
his ear through the wind.
Tell him my love, that
I’m here for him.
Have a bird perched,
just in sight, singing my love.
And a cloud burst, for the tears
from up above.
And, then whisper my name
in the wind, once again.
Tell him the sorrow
that will, in time, end.
And then show him the
joy in the short time we’ve made.
Then, whisper my name in the wind.
Its a boring Sunday afternoon,wish tht i can go out to the park and play the swing. LoL. thts so not me!. Sometimes,i really wonder,how would it have been if i were to be apart from the things and people i love most? not only alvin. Since my presence here is so unwelcomed,why not just move straight ahead to Australia? before this,i’d think thrice instead of twice. but as of right now,give me the air ticket and ill ride off baby!.
There will be another post tonight as this is just some random post of mine.I need someone, or just anyone to crack this nutshell open and help me.I am terribly tired,i rarely show the sadness or the misery tht im going thru to anyone,perhaps only alvin.Because i believe tht,i dont need a million number of friends to flaunt how famous i am,i just want a few of those who truly care,like the one i dated once.
Lets hear what Shi Yin has to say, i am so tired of running away thru out the past few years of misery. there are things i cant deny,nor would i admit. No more avril lavigne cum anger raging teenage girl. i still do cry myself to sleep at times,just to make my eyes feel uncomfortable,then its forced to shut,and then proceed on to my dreamland.
oh ya,i forgot to post bout this weird incident. listen up,last Tuesday i think,i went to Starbucks @ Summit to chill and did some reading while waiting for Alvin’s classes to end. I ordered Iced Blended Chocolate Chip,a tall one of course. then,when my drink finished,this crew,he walked over, gave me the exact same drink i ordered. being puzzled,i pai-sehly asked, who is this from? why suddenly?. he just replied, you look bored reading alone and your drink finished,so we’re buying you this drink. i said,OH okay,thanks!. but mind you, this is my first time here since last july i think. definitely not a regular here. thanks again!. the drink costs RM16. let me know if you’ve came across the same situation aite.
i gotta get back to studying. its 3pm now.take care n have a good day everyone. last but not least,here goes a humourous quote.
|“Men are like Kleenex, soft, strong and easy to dispose of.|
my shoo shoo far away miss notes* ziyang,wengleong,jason,M*
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