the cheesy belated post. ♥

Meeting a random guy at a workplace at 17 is pretty normal,but having that spark for one another & the guts to just get on with it is another thing. 10 days is a very short time,to get to know,what more to get together as a couple. Honestly, i never quite believed it’ll work. I barely knew him,and we kicked off pretty quick & well i would say. Spending my first few months getting to know every inch of his life, the next few getting used to it blending in with it, then there comes the challenging phase of any relationship.

Changes may vary in many different ways,any form of changes or unexpected situations which you go “i never knew that..”. Then the other part which pushes you to your limits, to take one another’s shit & deal with it. My life is a very long journey i said, unless dear lord takes me away when the time is up. I was a child,still a child now but its so different then. At times its scary to just open your life up to someone else,i learned to trust. I’ve always looked at other relationships,young ones as foolish games stuck in a fast moving phase.
So what makes mine so different? Is it different from the previous fourteen relationships,or is he just another? Its for you to decide if he’s the one,will i grow old and wrinkle with him; or is he just another in my fast moving phase? Lets all be realistic. Our materialistic world, is way different from what it used to be. thus,expectations comes into the picture.

Alvin Lam, the 23 year old dude that i met @ Uncle Lim’s, Subang Parade while working as a waitress for 10 days from 24th till the 2nd of January 2006. I still remember those times when i was still in my Adidas Superstars,with Polo tees & mini skirts hopping around like a bunny,chirping like a bird & troubled. I remember how i’ve always looked forward to coming to work, working OT(overtime) whenever he does, going to the store room at the “Service Tunnel”. Then he would push we around with the delivery trolley that carries the bread,soya milk & eggs from the store. Only to find out that we had our eyes on one another since day 3 to be exact. Alvin was still a massive heavy smoker then. remember how i used to hide is zippo lighter,and threw a whole pack of ciggs away. Needless to say,he quit the day we got together and never looked back since.

Bet you must be wondering if he did got back into smoking right?
25 months,still clean.

i had problems with both my ex-boyfriends then,he always kept me safe. remember how foolish it was when A called up some bitches to come throwing me a slap on my face? And alvin throwing fists right back at them. A very very protective boyfriend who never controls,questions or doubts. Even when i go out with a guy who has a thing for me, he’ll just jokingly say “Don’t be a naughty girl!” or sometimes jokingly asks.“give me his number,i go whack him now”,then said have fun.

if only i was a little more like him!

if i do meet you when you’re 16,then i’ll be 13? hahahahahaha!

for everything you’ve shaped a girl into a young woman, i love the man in you who never fails to keep the light burning at the end of every tunnel, showing me whats right and wrong.

okaylah,damn cheesy i also cannot tahan already,just wanna get it out of my system.
good night darlings! ♥