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Sunday August 5, 2007

August 5, 2007

 
you got no idea how pissed off i was in the morning.think about it, had to follow my parents all the way to some place called Tanjung Sepat for some prayers,the intolerable heat, the excruciating level of noise that nearly made me go crazy, and a wonderful splash of ‘holy water‘ right on my forehead that made my mascara and eyeliner smeared.

level of annoyance.

10/10

then,i had to rush all the way back to Subang to pick Doreen and Sharon up.im not exactly complaining,it was just pure tiring sessions. our model of building construction is considerably done and fixed. Thank you daddy for all the extra help to speed things up. Finished at 5pm,drove the girls home. the boyfriend then came picked me up,had our dinner at The Apartment again. yes,again. with his family,and we literally ordered full-fledged like mad hungry bulls.

Just picture, seven people having a meal for ten?

okay,i have a problem. mum told me about the danger when you’re in China alone and how unsafe it could be. Especially when your passport is M.I.S.S.I.N.G ! Dear Malaysians,is it true that Malaysian passports worth that much? honestly,i’ve got no idea.

gotta make a LONG checklist of what to bring for my whole 9 days there.its shopping shopping and shopping! i hope. i have an announcement to make. there’ll be NO blogging from the 11th August till 20th August 2007. So,don’t bother dropping by then. however,someone suggested that i should make it an effort to write everything down in a small note book because 9 days is a long time,and how to remember laaa?

remember, i will come home looking OH SO TANNED. oh my god,i can’t picture that honestly. after that trip,i swear to god im gonna hibernate like a polar bear.



you know,i realized something lately.that sometimes,its all about the hidden chemistry between two individuals.its either you have it,or you just simply don’t. i totally except that. you can’t exactly force me to love you,neither can i force you to love me. its something called,hidden chemistry.there was never anything personal,just simply mutual. love nontheless.

skip that topic. lets talk about love. are you exactly loving,or do you just want to be loved?  i have came across people,who keeps their boyfriends only to themselves. And every girl that may seem like a threat to ‘steal’ her lover away. thats it la,all the true colours will shine. for example,a very simple tagline i’ve came across a few times before.


“If you do go meet up with her, I’ll be so disappointed in you a.k.a you really let me down.”

i’ll say,fuck the hell off and get some self-confidence beeotch.

 

i won’t deny that i do that at times as well. but i’ve recently pumped up my guts,to call the other party and say lets meet up and get to know each other.  it turned out so well,so hey girl. trust me,you won’t pass more than three years with him. eat my words,three years. 
*chokes histerically*


i don’t even know how long mine would last,but heck. you love,then learn to trust.   fuck the rest of it. cause swear to god,its only the matter of time when i get right back at you.


*dengdengdeng*
 i have hibernating a lot,collecting artifacts to fire your ass up only.

saw my cheeky laugh?

its not hard to tell how insecure you are in a relationship,really.

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