Good day folks. So much has happened over the last weekend,from a crazy Saturday spent with Joe Low and his amazing crew wtf which was made up by two of the most amazing people because we laughed so much on set. Thats part of the new project,but all is about to come on up smoothly very soon. Fingers crossed about that. I have also learned so much from meeting or rather getting to know different people from different fields of expertise where you learn to see the light from an entirely different perspective for what they do.

My classes are about to begin soon,approximately three weeks from now with Chinese New Year and Valentine’s Day smacked right in between. So here’s the thing that I’d like to share about today. A year ago today would be myself in my 5th Semester planning on a study trip to Ipoh with my entire batch of classmates on Valentine’s Day. That was actually quite the turning point for year 2009,where everything seem to fell apart before things somehow just picked off so well towards the later half of the year.

February was the month where I broke up with the Keeper,it was the start of the rocky Ellie hitting the on the roller coaster. To me,that was also the turning point for many things in my life. It was only then when I signed up for MissyCheerio.com from my xanga days, that was when I started to open up doors for myself; to the media, events, parties and everything else. Nobody really knew what happened between us, it was quite a shocking sudden break up but I knew very well that our love would never die.

And for those who’ve been reading for a while now,I’m sure you’re aware that I did briefly dated Eugene for two months which was probably more of a good friend when I was in need. I just recently learned a couple of things about myself, and I guess he has done quite  a fair share for me in the effort of making me happy. Guess things didn’t work out as well between us because I was far too upset. I was bashing him here for quite a long period of time, not exactly the proudest thing to admit but oh well I guess you’ve got to deal with the fact that this is a personal space that happened to have a lot of readers.

Well that was then, I realized that I was happy with him but just far too unhappy on the inside. My smile had no sparkles in it. The burden off the broken heart was far too great to handle, it was also then when I decided to chop off my long locks which I’ve had for eight years. I don’t even have a picture of myself in short hair before that!

2009 was also quite a gear shifting year for me in terms of architecture,because I channeled most of my time to push myself into the next level. I was barely surviving, sitting at my drafting table at home rendering the 3D models of my design; playing on the songs that the Keeper sent me over on MSN like The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus’ Your Guardian Angel, Dashboard Confessional’s Ghost of A Good Thing and Stolen in April.

We weren’t back together in April,but I can recall him(the Keeper) watching me over the webcam over on MSN during wee hours in the morning; telling me don’t cry,things will be okay. Despite the break up,he was with me through it all; always a phone call away because we both knew that we’re soul mates. He could finish my sentences and read my expressions effortlessly even when I don’t speak.

You don’t need to be in a relationship to love somebody.
Who knew?

He’s always,always there at the right time to catch me when I fall.

Not too long after,we’re back together.

That was definitely the turning point for both our lives. The beauty about getting back together is probably the whole excitement about doing it all together again but you’ve ought to be careful not to live off the past. Everyday is a new day,and just take one day at a time. It was also then when the Keeper began his new career working with my father (till today!) and I kinda graduated one part of my journey into becoming an awesome architect right?

You’ll never how much you love till you lose,it teaches you the very essence of life itself. We’re pretty weird in our own way because we’ve do see each other every single day for the past four years plus,and I tell you something unbelievable okay. As far as I am concerned,everyday still feels so exciting! Probably when you have a very animated and bubbleh (bubbly) girlfriend and a boyfriend who behaves like a big kid just to make you laugh all the time; how not to look forward towards it!

The end of 2009 was probably the best I’ve ever had,and 2010 started off amazingly. Life is all about moving forward,and I’m glad we all did. If you meet a man who’s always telling you that I want to make you my wife, has a joint bank account with you for years and tells you you’re beautiful all the time wtf; then I guess you should consider yourself lucky. Its not everyday that you get to feel like you’re the utmost important thing in the world to somebody.

So,I guess its time to celebrate differences and shake hands graduating from 2009.
Much love,cheerios.

Related posts:

1. New Years Eve 2009.
2. My Perfect Storm.
3. This One’s For Me.

Posted on Wednesday, February 3rd, 2010 in Architecture Eats My Life Away, Blogosphere, Cheerio thinks a lot, Events & Gigs, Joe Low, Love & Romance, Past, Personal Writing Masterpieces. Subscribe to this comment feed. Leave a response, or trackback from your own site.