i’ve been thinking about a lot lately tht things are actually starting to get overloaded.  okay,this is some very personal uninteresting stuff,so. deal me with just for a little longer.  there is this point in time,tht it really makes me wonder. what’s gonna happen next? when will all the good things in my life turn bad (again),and of course in the very end. what matters most to me?

we all,especially myself tend to lose track on what matters most. there is a clear significant difference between needs and wants. so the big question would be,what do i need? and what do i want? bad things happens when your

wants becomes your needs !

ever thought of tht? nothing is permanent in this lifetime of mine.i dont know what tomorrow will be like,will i lose another friend in another accident,i just cant seem to picture my tomorrows. and tht is when insecurity surfaces. for example, you are in a serious,committed relationship of four years, then poof! god took him/her away from you without warning just like tht. these are the insecurities in life. but the weirdest thing among them all would be,people who worry over silly matters,like will my bf fall for his ex once more?or would he meet someone new then leave you for her?  

come on, if he leaves you for tht. you’re a total failure. life isn’t all about love. it just simply isn’t. love is blind. it blinds you from what you believe in,it blinds you at times from all the goodness around you. my question for you would be.

are you blinded?*

i used to be so extremely blind. blinded perhaps. im talking about years back. Like,love makes the world go round then it overturns. *teehee* at least,im clear and convinced tht i am heading towards the right path of where i would wanna end up being in years to come. would i have regrets of letting go the things i want most,the people i love most,or even the things i wish to do most.

“the mother fucking architecture students have got no life.”

thats what they all say. its a choice we make,not something we are made of entirely. you can never have it all,sacrifices is something all of us have to deal with. and whether you like it or not, you cant have them all!  so be happy with what you have,and i just dont get it. why do people have so much to complain about,when will it be enough?

its never enough. we’re all greedy people. admit it.  

me,at home. as of right now.

my brother and myself.

so long!

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