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Saturday July 19, 2008 |
July 19, 2008 |
Its a girl thing lah
try putting two girls in one room.
(don’t just scroll down for the pictures,don’t miss out on the highway story)
Good day loves,felt like it has been quite a while since i’ve made good use of them keypads wtf. Perhaps the silent addiction to write has submerged for quite
a bit and what the heck i’m back.
been spending the past few days at home,or rather with Sue Yenn here and there,some good quality time together while we can before my classes resume the week after next. Boo,its back to work then.
And so i’ve been doing some deep thinking about things,people and how things should or could have been. I am very glad indeed,and you have no idea how much i’ve lighten up since the time Sue-Yenn got back from the US.I guess that it is important to have someone around in your life,and whether you like it or not; some things cannot be found through a romantic relationship.
I love the fact that there is no borderline or nothing whatsoever, there isn’t any expectations and everything is always done willingly without feeling a tad bit of guilt; and at the same time its unconditional.
There was once this saying, you can’t hate if you don’t love.
And to my surprise,that is so very true.




I could still remember so very clearly, how empty it felt when i suddenly realized that i can’t call my girlfriend up telling her that oh my god i just fought with the boyfriend, or when oh shit wtf lets get all dolled up for a sexy photoshoot.
If you must ask,i’ve always wanted to just give those over exposed shoot a try; i can’t pull it off without being tagged slutty,horny bitch and you can go filling in the blanks right?
Nobody is here to prove anything,not for the man,not for the money and come on; perhaps for a little attention wtf.
lets skip the boring introduction,shall we? 
At exactly 5pm yesterday, Sue-Yenn came over to my place and I was actually working on my Autocad drawings sitting downstairs at the dining table; since 10am in the morning. Then, dad came over and I immediately shut down the laptop; went upstairs with Yenn to have a little more private time alone wtf why does that sentence still sound so wrong!
Anyway,i’m speaking English here right? We raided my over flowing closet with clothes but i have this weird habit of wearing my favourite clothes over and over again even if it means meeting the same people with the same attire.
Anyway,so i told her about how much i wanted to shoot something prerogative; something i wouldn’t do with anybody else.
The makeup and shoot was done entirely by Sue-Yenn, laughing our asses off with the holy-mama dramatic so unlike me make up; once again its a black and white theme so guess its fine. its not suppose to be a happy-smiley usual shoot, its so hard to not smile honestly.
It was actually pretty hilarious as we kept shooting on and on laughing at the fact that if we were guys doing shoots like this; how the fuck do they keep their hands to themselves man. (assuming other really hot bod chicks like Gisele)
please don’t fire me with nasty comments because its just a girl thing lah, i won’t be able to do this for the next two years till she gets back.

This week has been the best one,everything seems to be happening at the right place and time; i guess I am ready to move on forward. some lessons in life which you will only learn through moving on, accepting that a phase has just passed you by.before this,i won’t deny the fact that there isn’t any check point to indicate the “moved on” point,but im gladly telling you that i found it.
I am just like most of you, a vehicle travelling along a highway which somehow got side-tracked and hit a divider,then.
So what if i crashed so hard onto the divider, got a little knocked up and wrecked left right down under? These crashes should never be used as a reason for you to refrain yourself from taking that very same highway and move on. Likewise, if you happen to drive a manually operated car ( first gear,second gear..then the fifth gear hence the steady one) its like us driving ourselves on the highway.
The toughest gear has always been the first gear,to get the engine moving before the second gear to boost them up a little right? Am i making any sense to you?
I guess i can proudly say that i am on my third gear now, dropping down to the second gear once in a while for a little acceleration to boost ‘em up a little.
Alvin was the one who thought me how to drive literally. That is why passenger seats are invented after all, i’ve dropped off a couple of passengers along the way,paid a couple of tolls,refueled my tank hundreds of times and this will only continue you have my word.
everybody deserves a second chance.
everyone makes mistakes and sometimes even end up repeating them.
every single one of us have our very own story to tell.
so now tell me,which one do you not agree with?
P/S: I love you. 
i found out about this through a link left on my footprints.
click on the picture to find out more,who knows your site might pop up!
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