i got no pictures taken today.spent the whole entire morning sleeping,had lunch with parents.dad’s tinting my car tomorrow.yeay!.went out for a movie with Alvin.watched “Path finder“.honestly,from my point of view,that was sort of like a rip-off movie from here and there and everywhere. i stated [in my opinion].the rain was so heavy today in Subang Jaya.i am officially so bloody worried about Alvin’s leg. if things goes on like this,what happens when all my *if*’s come true?. fuckit. 

i still can’t believe this. the way we met,worked @ Uncle Lim’s for only 10days [myself] and poof* together. hello man,before then,i didnt even know tht this dude here exists.love @ first sight?. nonono. second sight i think.haha! many asked me,like : hey,so how did you met alvin? within tht short period of time,i was taking it more like a *fling*.yeah,a wrong term to use?.

but hey come on, 10 days is a little too short to decide and just allow both ourselves to just sink in and jump into a whirlpool right?.its pretty amazing how two ‘orang gila’ like us,from two totally different ‘la-la-lands’,leading two separate lives and making the best out of it. and i dare say tht,it changed my life forever. he isn’t my first or tenth. he is 13th.

i know those stupid screwed up girls go, oh,i never met such a wonderful purrfect guy before. im sure this time,he’s mr.right. then few months down the road. *poof* gone and alone over again. lets live life realisticly. he might and might not be the one. its not about how perfect you are,or how perfect he is,is about how perfect you are for one another.the rest of it,screw it.

i have my bad habits.he has his.accept it,or ditch him.thats it. whats the whole fucking point of “dear,would you please change this for my sake?”. compromising is one thing,but hey,for the next 50 years,he’s gonna tell u off one day,i’ve had enough. and walk away.

can you forgive and forget ?

i’ve never regretted making this choice of jumping into a relationship just like tht,and mind you.its not out of desperation okay dude. guys,get a girl who can make you fall weak on your knees + she doesn’t take advantage of her rights as your chick. girls,find someone who loves you more than you love him,cause girls will always be on the losing end. dont you think so?.

no one got hurt. thankfully*

toodles!.  <3

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