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Saturday February 2, 2008 |
February 2, 2008 |
that you hugged & kissed.
To be very honest,i honestly am thankful for all that you gave to me. Its the 25th month which isn’t such a big deal if you do compare it with one lifetime right? 
As what i’ve always said, i’m not in love blindly; then you’re so damn wrong. Its more than just about love, to make it all work. Its okay to fall in and out of love,thats what they all say. Because at the end of the day,whatever will be,will be.
I don’t know if he’s gonna be the one to watch me wrinkle, i don’t believe in having expectations anymore. Its good to push, but can you keep up with all the pushing? Maybe i’m just typical,perhaps. A hint of advise on how to not fail, you can have all the expectations in the world on your other half, some people just gets sucked in/used to throwing expectations that it kills the relationship.
thats obviously, in my opinion. 
would i look different in short hair? I wonder. *leucinewavy.
i think i’ll end up looking like an imbalanced BALL man. 
I used to be such an apparent ignorant lover who doesn’t give two shits about moving on,i learned to move on really quickly. And thus,the misinterpretation that im such a heartless bitch who’s fooling around. Yes and maybe, but i got misunderstood. I just don’t enjoy holding on to relationships that wouldn’t work,agree? Don’t bullshit me that everything when you’re 16; thats the love of your life.
think again.
Even when i’m 19 now, being in a stable relationship with commitment, i still don’t intend to write my future yet. Its just simply unpredictable,too unpredictable. To be a certified architect before aged 30 is my dream,a personal goal. Okay i’m getting out of the topic. So you must be wondering,why Alvin?
I’ve always believed that some guys are “kind” by nature & they’ll never do things to hurt anyone/anything intentionally. Thats the Mr.Nice guy that i’m looking for. No point having a guy who’s NICE to you,but in reality he’s just a bastard. 
A leopard never loses its spots,right? Too nice is a problem,but he stands up for me for all causes,whether i’m right or wrong. that takes time to prove,its proven so far. What i’m most grateful about, was the fact that when i was 17,i behaved like a 17, he accepted me as a 17 year old kid. once again, he had no expectations.
I grew out of the darker years,thanks to you.
I know to most of you,my friends especially. i don’t be nice intentionally,when i do or say something. its sincerely done,you got no idea how much i can GIVE without expecting anything in return. Dig deeper. then you’ll know i really love you. i’m just plain forgetful & unattentive at times,gotta work on that.
I finally gotten my own VIP card $1500 in a single receipt wtf. 
Jogoya has been insanely famous over the last to years for their good food, but one advice, wear something lose girls to not feel stuffed. From the picture above,i proved my point right?
no,this isn’t part of the buffet. lobster with cheese baby.
Anyway,its getting late & thats all for tonight.
Have a great weekend darlings!
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You look nice with a little posh up. The second picture of the short hair. Okay you tie scarf around. Somehow,you look cantik with it =] Whee and yeah subscribed you. =]