The weekend is finally over,I’m happy that I managed to get all the rest in the world be it mentally,physically or emotionally. It was the only weekend where I could really recuperate, breathe & just rest. Here’s one sick thing about me though, i can’t stand doing nothing; I end up getting this feeling of being useless & unproductive. So its quite a weird feeling like shit moment because I’ve not made full use of my weekend versus I just need a break and I’m getting it. Well if it helps to know, at least I’m back into blogging in full swing now.

I guess in some ways I feel that I’m ready to unwind and reopen that curtain before sealing it with a bow at the end of every post. Its this transitional phase between hell and getting out of it which really sucks because I’m constantly stuck between mood swings; sometimes I feel like I’m living it right and sometimes I don’t. Just a good example, me taking a break this weekend to just chill; was it a good or a bad move? Anyway, I brought my new camera to the basketball court yesterday; since I’ve been talking about basketball so much I’m sure it’ll be interesting to show you a sneak peak part of it right?

A good candid shot thanks to Jee Kin who’d probably be reading this and kill me if I don’t give him credit for it wtf. Never knew how messy my hair looked after the game, and I don’t look lady-like at all here.

My pair of shoes, some Nike Air Dunk which snagged like close to RM400 off my pocket.
Trust me,I’m still amused with my choice of color.

Its usually a one girl, all boys game and nope they don’t make it easy for me at all these days.

Laurence & Jee Kin goofing around like always.

He complains about me stepping on his foot while in the game all the time. Thats because I have an injured right toe and I can’t break on time Jee Kin !

Laurence the most annoying shooter who tends to enter the ball whenever I’m guarding him taking 3-pointers like nobody’s business making me look so bad wtf.

Isaac whom I’ve played with since he 12 back then during my high school days. He’s at the top of my favourite list and I guess its just nice when the kids you grew up with grow up; and being all protective over you when they’re older.

Basketball has been a great therapy that sorta took my mind off things on a daily basis when things were bad last two months. It started off really random with my fearing to back to the court which I used to frequent fearing that I might revisit some unwanted memories, so I dragged the Keeper along for the first session. It was a scary thought because its more than just playing the game, its about being Shi Yin again and the package that came along with it. Nobody’s really seen me since four years ago since my crazy high school days; so I figured since I’m such a different person now, its time to confront my inner fears.

One of the best decisions I’ve ever made for myself.

You’ll never get sick of doing something if you’re doing it for passion. It was quite a struggle at first to regain my basketball gameplay and pro-ness wtf is there even such a word; but I’m quite glad that the boys takes me very seriously now. Anyway, here’s a couple pictures from Saturday evening spent with the Keeper. Our mission for the day was to buy a Sony NEX leather casing which costs RM318 oh my god that literally burnt a hole in my pocket.

He needs no introduction here.

Looks like I’ve not lost touch with my camwhoring skills.

Thats the new camera leather casing.

Dinner at Bumbu Desa @ The Curve.

Wider angle camera lens rocks This is quite a good picture of us.

I hope you’ve had an awesome weekend because I did; just a very unproductive when it comes to work. I figured that since this week ahead would be the only week without submissions which also means the one where I have to get most of my work done; I would need to catch up with more rest before the long haul. Many many tiring nights ahead, sometimes it gets so tiring that these random dumb moments happens.

1. It was last Friday when I went for a medical check-up at Sime Darby Medical Centre, had the time to take my queuing number but only realized that I wore my top upside down and it was obvious!
2. Since I’ve been quite obsessed with losing weight lately, so I’ve been weighing myself quite regularly. Most people would just step on and see the final readings right, thats what I usually do. Only thing was, when I took a good look at the before-weighing figure, it starts off at 3kg instead of 0kg!

Thats what happens when you lack sleep. Anyway, just to comfort myself a little; today’s a brand new day to a brand new week, time to switch gears and power forward. Sometimes we see the reflection of ourselves through someone else’s eyes and that is extremely important. Most of us block others out by being reserved and protective over their own problems, then you’ll never gonna be able to look at yourself through someone else’s eyes. I came up with quite a good conclusion about what I’ve picked up recently.

Remember what I mentioned about playing basketball,meeting old friends which I’ve completely shut myself away from for a couple of years. I actually enjoy being around good friends like Isaac & Laurence who’s been close to be during my wilder days, telling me stories about myself which I can barely recall. Hearing things about yourself from a different perspective is interesting, no really. It makes it a whole lot more interesting when you hear stories about guys who used to like you a lot in high school but because I was way too unapproachable & wild then, it’s kept them at bay.

Well, thats high school for you.
If you have good friends who actually love you, appreciate them.

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Related posts:

1. Thinking of You feat. Justin Tan.
2. Highschool Sweetheart.
3. To Live is An Act of Courage.

Posted on Monday, October 25th, 2010 in Blogosphere, Cheerio thinks a lot, Past, Personal Writing Masterpieces, Sony NEX3, The Keeper. Subscribe to this comment feed. Leave a response, or trackback from your own site.