Greetings. Last night was a blast. Spent some good quality time with the best friend on a movie date, its been a long while since I’ve watched a movie in the absence of the boyfriend. Viral Factor was pretty darn impressive considering how it was filmed across continents covering Beijing, Jordan and obviously Kuala Lumpur. Seeing Jay Chou in the hallway of Chia Wen’s classroom in IMU was hilarious. You should have seen the look on Chia Wen’s place and how she went omg,omg,omg repeatedly. 
The movie had pretty good action scenes(surpassed expectations), a strong story line, and the adrenaline rush was crazy!
Just a quick update, I’m taking a weekend off from gym to catch up with sleep and I’m really excited for my CNY Open House tonight. We’re expecting about 130 guests, so I have no idea what to expect but the food tonight shouldn’t be disappointing. I’m starting to appreciate my privacy so do forgive me if you’re seeing less photos and more wordy posts in months down the road. Sometimes being too caught up with the whole online social media can cause unnecessary stress and it makes you think too much. I enjoy blogging in tumblr, which only the boyfriend knows about; and sometimes privacy is priceless. I hope people are aware about the consequences of sharing too much information online. I’m keeping it private now. No really, I am.
Sharing thoughts in general is pretty harmless in my opinion. I’m trying to change my ways. I don’t want to pour my feelings here because they tend to blow out of proportion, and perhaps its just me growing up. I don’t emote as much anymore. I don’t feel so much or react to situations like how I used to. All I care about when I wake up in the morning is what to eat and work out for today, and spending good quality time at home. Life is never boring on my end. I actually love my freedom, but I try not to abuse it. Freedom can come in many different ways. The freedom to myself and so much more. Maybe I’m just taking a good break from all the unwanted attention, maybe I’m just really moving on from last year.
I do wonder what caused the huge change. Maybe its just a phase where I realize how protective I’ve been over my life that now I’m just learning how to let go. As you grow up, the one art which most people fail to cope with age; is the art of letting go. Whether its the art of letting go of the past, the familiar, a family member, death or love. We fill our lives with so much memories and expectations that we forget the part where life doesn’t always go your way. I’ve accepted the beauty of changes and uncertainties. I’m pushing my boundaries and taking new risks. Playing it on the safe side makes you boring. I feel different now, compared to a month ago.
I blame it on the weight loss and new blog.
I had this really interesting conversation with Monica the other night, something about palm reading. She’s picked up quite a number of things, and I think that gave me a whole new picture about how I might have been too negative about all the bad situations. Look at things on the bright side, it was all a blessing in disguise. I was told that I would be very successful and wealthy; and have good relationships. One thing which surprised me most, that family is the most important thing to me. My biggest problem, I tend to complicate situations by over thinking. Which is precisely why I’m learning to accept that weakness and worry less. Staying away from negative people helps, a lot. Its easy to spot negative people, the moment they open their mouth; they’ll jump at anything negative. Give it a try.
Monica told me one thing that sort of woke me up. I’m very strong in character and I don’t quit. I should learn to look at how blessed I am, instead on focusing on things that don’t matter. My focus this year is on good health, great body, building up my career and reputation, and chill the fuck out. I’ve been doing it for a week and it feels wonderful. I’m planning something big over the next two weeks, so I should be busy. Will try to update when I can, till then.
Gong Xi Fa Cai. Its the 7th day of CNY, apparently its everyone’s birthday today.
I have a permanently smile smack on my face all through out the game. Its funny because I think I tend to react quite a bit especially when I hit the flop. Oh well, its all for the fun of the game.
