19

Not Cut Out.

August 19, 2011

This is quite a well written song, love the lyrics; too bad its totally unrelatable. :|

This song goes out to girls who goes on forever who falls in love with the wrong guy who’s clearly stuck in his past; and made her feel as if everything about what they had was nothing but a rebound. He’s obviously hurt and wrecked from the previous relationship, and falling in love is sometimes almost uncontrollable. It sucks to always feel that you’ll never be good enough no matter how much he tries to convince you; you’re nothing but the perfect tool to ease the pain & fill in the emptiness. We all deal with selfishness at some point in our lives, but always remember to value yourself.

Katy McAllister – Not Cut Out

She’s beautiful, this I always knew
I’m just too stubborn to admit that’s true
She had you hooked like I never knew
Exacly just how to do

I sugarcoated every dream of you
That you’re unable to make come true
And I’ll let faith decide this time around
It appears though I’m still here now.

This doesn’t mean I don’t love everything about you
Sometimes that’s not enough
It doesn’t mean I couldn’t stick it out a few more years
It just means I’m not tough
Whether you like it or not

I’ll be around most likely
For years to come if you need anything
But I’ll never be your lover
No, I’m not cut out for that job obviously
I’m not enough and I won’t be
Ever if not now
Your temporary lover you let down

So don’t fall back on me now
Cause I’m not cut out

I’ve been in trouble since the start of the first round
And I’ve dug a hole I can’t get myself out
Been miserable off and on for a while
Just give it two more months, wait it out

I told myself that you came back because you love me
But it turns out that I found out, it’s cause you’re alone again
You never hesitated once to leave me standing
In corners watching you choose her over me again

Sometimes I think I know you better than you know yourself
I’ll call your every move, before you move it
The only problem is that I have too much faith in you
I see the best in you, but you won’t prove it

It’s obvious that it’s real love, because you disgust me
And I put up with you willingly when nobody else will
And I could stick it out a few more years
But who’s to say you would actually stay.

 

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