Expect the most unexpected,and at the same time live with no expectations.
That’s one hell of a statement which probably makes no sense at all to most.

I’m feeling pretty good right now,as much as the past couple of days especially the first day of work which was pretty rough; I vow to take up this challenge to bring it up to the next level. Even if it means I’m gonna get drawings thrown on my face wtf just kidding these things don’t happen in real life to interns anymore okay! No matter how shitty its gonna be,i’m gonna just take it in,absorb and stretch like a bubblegum, and just breathe it all out when its over. Don’t know how well that would work,but lets just be positive for my own sake.

I was having dinner with Alvin earlier while picking up my materials for tomorrow morning,and I remembered saying it very firmly that; I’m gonna be more positive about things,because i’ve been way to negative beating myself up lately. And his only reply was,when were you ever positive wtf. It got me thinking for a while,maybe I’ve been under too much pressure that i’m over evaluating everything. Sorry if these petty issues are brought up here,and might not be the most exciting thing to read about.

Architecture rocks my socks off.
Architecture knocks my rocks off.

I need to get out of this web I’ve weaved.A web which most of us get caught and tangled up with.
Its fucks your life up,and happiness can only find you when you get out of all the unhappiness.
There’s no price tag on my forehead,neither should there be a necessity for a bar code reader.

I’ve had a long day at work,sitting through a two hour meeting/brainstorming session with John Koh; a site visit to Casa Kiara III’s site which kinda caused a hole on my shoe. Poor little hole on my favourite pair of shoes,but if you should know by now; I have this habit of wearing the same thing over and over again,you know the whole seasonal thing? Tomorrow should be pretty exciting,and if there’s anything that you need to know about my life at work and the soul which has been keeping me sane; would be none other than Clement.

Ipoh February 2009. [Site Visit - Urban Regeneration]

Redang August 2008. [Site Visit - Dive Centre]

Thanks much Clement for keeping me awake through morning and evening traffics,sharing our ‘cannot-make-it’ coffee which i made that gave me a bad headache, and all the little things. Kinda shy lah to expose all the stupid things that I do,honestly i can be pretty dumb sometimes. Hey,at least i admit it right?

I’m heading off to bed now. As tiring as my day has been,i’m actually happy today.
Its feels good to know that you’re loved,and it just keeps you going.
Take one step at a time Ellie,one step at a time.Baby steps goes a long way.
Much love,cheerios.