all my life,for those who knew me,for those who claimed to know me,for those who never got a chance to know me,for those who thought they really knew me,for those who wished they never knew me. I know,i can pull off the look of simply unapproachable,snobbish,or whatever tht pop up on your mind at tht moment. When i dont smile,thts it la!. there are many people,i would regard it as, “i just dont dare” to make the first move to break the ice between us.don’t be shy!.

this is what happens when the 8.30am class gets boring*

i haven’t been shopping lately,you know why? because i am saving money. alvin said once,for a teenage bum head like you spending a gross amount of 5k on your own in a matter of 3 months. quit it!. “yes sir.”  its time to save up and perhaps go for a cruise trip. Sue-Yenn,sounds like a plan huh?. the camwhore in action.

dearest alvin, i’ve got a little geli shout out to u here,hope you’re reading this. life has and had been hard for us over and over again repeatedly thru out the entire relationship. somehow,somewhat i never doubted anything about you or myself. a certain amount of courage tht you pour on to me day by day. growing up from a rotten wrecked high school kid who once could barely stand on both feet,to someone who has changed tremendously in this advance-process-of growing i call it. some may and may not have a chance to experience the journey of living and stepping out of your comfort world into another. like the way i stepped into yours,like the way you stepped into mine. so geli!. i dont do this often. i wont say you and me would be perfect for one another,or would i say tht we will be forever?. reality check*  i grew up a lot,and this dude here stood by me when some nutcase exbf wanted a piece of my flesh,when people from the past gave those gruesome stares,said those mean things tht somehow mattered less. he used to told me this “some people will never wake up,and some take a long time to do so”. its just how and when.

As of right now,who cares if the sky comes falling down on me,at least i know i’ve got brownie. *smirks* and as for M*,you are a very great friend indeed. tho distance may seem to be a problem,friends aren’t people who come by your everyday life then poofs and disappears. i look forward to seeing u every single day here. sometimes,i even update just for you!.

i am so deeply in love. thats it. in love with brownie of course. need for some teenage stories?. copyright of The Star*

Mum doesn’t approve’

I WAS 16 when we became acquainted through a pen-pal column. After corresponding for a few months, he surprised me by coming to my house on the second day of Chinese New Year. I found Alve to be gentle, funny, intelligent and thoughtful.Unfortunately, my mother disapproved of the friendship because she said it’d distract me from my studies. She stopped me from writing to him, and even started opening his letters to me.Out of respect for my mother, I told Alve that we should stop corresponding.  

But Alve got his cousin, who was my schoolmate, to pass his letters to me two to three times a week. I soon found myself looking forward to them. He asked me to meet him to celebrate his birthday, and I agreed.  I lied to my mother that I was meeting a girl friend. However, I made a slip and said she was from a boys’ school. My mother refused to give me permission. Alve waited for me for hours, and told me about his disappointment, in a long letter. I apologised, but did not hear from him again.  

I had to re-sit my SPM, and my mother blamed Alve for my poor results. I did better, and started sixth form. However, I am now in the same school as Alve. He is the head prefect, and he initially treated me coldly.   I tried to avoid Alve but I suspect he still likes me because he has joined every society and school activity that I am involved in. One day we were all invited to a party, and he openly showed that he liked me.  

Alve did not listen when I told him to stop paying attention to me. I recently did poorly in two subjects, and Alve set up a study group to help me. Because we study together so much, I am falling in love with him.   Alve has become a BIG distraction, so much so that my grades are falling instead of improving. Why is life so complicated?

my not-so-qualified opinion.

first and foremost,Love is a big word. how does letters of words filled with desires be solid enough to win a girl’s heart over. that is so yesterday. it would be perfect if you were of a couple,its something like, guys and girls who flirts on MSN simply because there’s no need to face them,there’s no need to speak,and talk is cheap. I am not saying that this Alve is a bad guy or he isn’t serious about you. What is your priority and dont let something so uncertain to get onto you.Saying is easy,i know that,but no man is worth your future till you meet one when you’re right up there.he deserves the compliment for his effort in helping you out for your  weak subjects,but is this all?

thats all for the opinions.to all readers,thank you for reading.

my shoo shoo far away miss notes* ziyang,wengleong,jason,M*

 toodles!.<3

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