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Merry Christmas With Love. |
December 25, 2011 |
Merry Christmas good ol’ readers. Things are picking up pace, and I’ve been good. Thank you for the emails and personal messages regarding my previous post, I hope you understand that I don’t really like talking about my problems. All I do it type it out, and let it be. The last thing I need is attention to my problems. Sharing it tend to make blow out of proportion and sometimes its easier to just take a chill pill. I’ve not spoken to my dad yet but I’m just hoping that things will fall into place. It should, it would; its Christmas!
Friday: Circuit training #3. 5 sets 10reps of everything without rest. 15kg dumbbell press, 20kg lat pull downs, 12.5kg tricep extensions, 12.5kg bicep curls, 75kg leg press, 30kg leg extensions. To top that, one hour of body pump session right after.
Saturday: One hour cardio.
Swollen eyes 
On the way to the gym..
Youngest brother who’s now 175cm in height. I’m only 164cm HOW TO GROW ANYMORE!!!
Used our vouchers from our Sunday’s performance!
I love Salmon. Been watching what I eat, all carbs goes to my mister. 
Madam Kwan’s Nasi Bojari.
Assam Laksa.
Brother looking rather satisfied with his meal. 
I love Friday evenings. Hung out at home, sang some songs; Bruno Mars’ It Will Rain was on the replay I think. Poor boy fell asleep because I was too engrossed on the computer.
I love the way you say; I love you forever and always.
I feel different now. I just got home from a wedding dinner, it was my dad’s staff who got married at this really gorgeous venue with double volume setting. I’m a hopeless romantic who loves wedding dresses, wedding cakes and its always nice to see two individuals who love one another tie the knot. Growing up I’ve always been serious when it comes to relationships. I don’t see a point investing time and love on somebody who doesn’t even believe in relationships. I knew for sure that the one man I call my partner, has got that It factor. Leon, is different from the rest. He’s very much like me. Its like meeting myself in the body of a man. 
You can ask him the same question and he’d probably answer you with the same answer. Find someone who gets you, who understands you without going out of their way.
I love the fact that we can do anything together. I love cooking, he (apparently) loves cooking too although he’s got a long way to catch up. I love that we take on the stage together, its something that I’ve never experienced before. To sing a love song, be it a happy or a sad one; there’s magic. I was so nervous for our show in Melbourne last week that I panicked. Went to the bathroom, and the boyfriend calmed me down; I’ll sing it from the start with you, just relax and sing it with me then flashed a smile. I think we did pretty okay that night. I love how he makes me feel so intimidated when it comes to music. I like feeling like I’m not good enough.
I know its odd, but one of my main criteria for Mr.Right is someone who intimidates me. I don’t get intimidated easily. I love how we can spend time doing absolutely nothing just discussing about tiny issues like what to cook tonight to serious problems. I love that he talks about marriage so soon that its a little scary at times but I think its a sweet thought. Its not very often that you get into a relationship and you know that he/she’s the one. Nobody really knows what will happen in the future, but its always the thought that counts. I may be a little cheesy about love & relationship at times, but I’m pretty realistic. Marriage talks is not something you talk about just to make the relationship sound more serious.
I look at the bad times. And how we overcome bad times.
Some people tend to get it wrong. Its never about how great he treats you, or how he showers you with gifts to justify the amount of love you share. Its all about the shit that happens, and how you deal with it as a couple. Its not about being a bully in the relationship, or being selfish; it takes two hands to clap. Here’s the realistic side of me kicking in. Instead of being too afraid of the how things might go wrong, I raise my stakes and bet against the odds. Friends think that I have real guts when it comes to love. Its not that I’m so terribly in love and blinded; I gambled.
Then again, despite it being painful; I thought about my previous long relationship. You both need to really want it. I know how much he wanted it, and it was then that I realize the power of second chances. It changes everything. I always believe that God has plans for each of us. Forgiveness is the power to set yourself free. Looking back now, soon we’re gonna call it one year. Even if it all fails, we were once in love. Who cares about the outcome?
Celebrate the good times. Make the best and want the best for one another. Just look at THAT FACE.
The mister took me out to watch him play futsal with his dad. SUPER SHYYYY OMG. Made a couple of new friends with two Manchester United kids and a Chelsea fan. He played the goalie while the four of us struck the ball right into the goal.
I took only 30minutes to get ready for the wedding dinner. Threw on a summer chiffon dress, had my hair high up, studded heart shaped crystal earrings and my usual basic makeup. One thing I can’t tolerate about the weather in Malaysia, its almost impossible to not sweat and ruin the makeup. I think I can gladly declare today as my #firstworldcrisis day. Complained about my nails and how I won’t have enough time to get it done for the dinner tonight; I’m OPI all the way! Had YSL’s Rouge Couture lipstick in red divine on, until Ellie-miss-smarty-pants dabbed her lips with wet tissue and I had snow flakes all over my lips. Had to rub it off and just stick with Bobbi Brown’s pink gloss. My 5inches high heels broke while walking up a pedestrian bridge. So I tiptoed on one feet with 5inch on the other. Nobody noticed In the end, took ‘em shoes off and walked all the way down to B4 through escalators which has stopped moving at that hour. My feet was on fire. #firstworldcrisis
Leon replied, #firstworldcrisis
I can totally leave home without makeup, but I’m very particular when it comes to skincare products. I’m way too girlish and may come off as princess-ish to my friends but I’m tough. Trying to divert my attention to my figure and hopefully in a month’s time I’ll be a happier child.
On the way;
Both my brothers are so into body-building. Peer pressure! I present you, my bodyguard
Aunt Lily and Mum. 9/10 people would claim that I look a lot like my mum. One thing is for sure, I got my high squeaky voice from her!
Bankers Club Amoda. Great venue. One of the nicest wedding I’ve ever attended. It was so cozy and intimate. I love how they have tables upstairs overlooking the central banquet area, almost like having separate box office seats upstairs and we were entertained by a really good band. Babies and little children were dancing everywhere to Jingle Bells. I didn’t eat much, but it was good having a taste of good Chinese food. Cocktail reception that sort of curbed the problems with ‘Malaysian timing’, people were restless to get started. Shook many hands, with Dad’s friends and I was on my best behavior. :) Then, the mister posted this…
There you have it. In black and white.
I’ll settle for a good Christmas dinner spent at the Ang’s tomorrow night.
Merry Christmas. I hope that each and everyone of you would make this a memorable one. Christmas is a time to forgive those with whom we’ve been angry. Christmas is a time to forgive those who do not agree with us. Christmas is a time to forgive our enemies and to remember our friends. Christmas comes at the end of the year and it is a good time to let go of the things which trouble us and to begin anew: Christmas is a good time to strive to be a better person. It is a good time to remember and reflect.
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