Good day folks. First and foremost, I am feeling so happy that I can’t sleep right now although its almost 4 am in the morning. Its like things have just somehow blossomed and escalated to something which I’d never imagine,just when you thought that there’s no chance in hell we could dive in any deeper into the pool of love; yes you can.

Lets not talk about the whole 5th year being together crap,thats an understatement to how it really feels at the moment. I mean,its crazy to come to think of it when you feel as if you keeping falling in love and floating way up high with the helium balloons in the sky knowing that love never fails. Unresolved problems and issues will always remain a secondary when you don’t amplify situations unnecessarily and let priority take it place.

Love needs no statement,it speaks for itself.

At times it makes me wonder; no really how we’re able to be so honest with each other about everything. I know how some would fear the price to pay for honesty,but its almost to an extent where he literally told me earlier out of random that at one period of time in 2008 he was happy when I’m away for holidays because then he can get a break from us. Bet that statement would have broken any heart, but I am so very proud of our abilities to love our relationship and respect the journey of discovering each other because I wasn’t happy at that time either.

My reply to him was; Ouch that kinda hurt but oh well I’m pretty damn sure you want me every night and every day in your life! Today was spent pretty much buying his kick ass laptop at LowYat which ended with a not exactly romantic night chatting up in his kitchen while installing Adobe softwares wtf. I swear to god that nobody can look at me in the eye then zap me till I pass out like he does. Thats a pretty original romantic statement,no?

We have this dumb rule which has been implemented for years that we hold hands all the time; a set of hands that fits perfectly,come take a look for yourself. I meant it literally. Its not just a stupid thing which most couples do holding hands,but there’s this magic zappedee feeling that runs through your veins. Especially with the way he plays with your tiny fingers,then grabs it tight. Then tells you, I love you. The strength of the love that you share doesn’t lie in the duration, but whats deep inside you.

As I was waking up from a nap,there he was next to me looking all stressed up over the new laptop; he came close,looked at me and said; you have no idea how beautiful you are & how lucky I am to have you as my future wife. I was obviously yawning like a man wtf just kidding, but I know its a child’s game to play with the word marriage; trust me with the Keeper, that whole serious look on his face can make me fall asleep because I tend to pass out remember?

Build your lives with common goals,trust & good faith; love runs through your veins but you still have the reality tearing up your skin. The most frequently asked question is often, oh my god you guys actually see each other almost every single day for the past four years plus without getting bored? My only answer to you would be,celebrate your differences by loving what you do and what he does, don’t let any argument remain unsettled more than 2 days, lower down the expectations, and most importantly dare to dream.

I wouldn’t say that its easy to get to where we are, most of the friends we know who dated merely half the duration of our relationship is knocked up,pregnant or married wtf. The most important thing is to cherish your love for what it is and not compare it to anything else because you’re only lowering it down to a lower level. When you look at us,if you do meet us in person of course; although our hands are pretty much held tight all the time during a random yumcha session, you’ll see me bursting out laughing teasing him in front of our friends; vice versa.

Its even more hilarious when a friend calls up asking where he is; then he’ll reply shamelessly I’m with my wife with me sitting in the car drawing on my eyeliner and go wow! Which obviously ended up with a crooked eye liner. I don’t feed on that “w” word to make me feel like a finale winner, but instead it paints a beautiful picture of what he sees ahead of us. Its an amazing feeling to know how his heart beats for you for the past half a decade.

Really.

Don’t know what my point is for writing all of this down at 4am in the morning,but hell it feels good to have this i’m fucking happy please slap me smacked all over our faces! We discussed a joke if the shameless message appears reminding him about his promise to work for his father in April, our smarty pants Alvin said; yes father-in-law wtf. I was obviously a little shocked because I was well drawing on my eyeliner while he was driving; he said he’s been thinking about the best reply and that was it.

I said, what a genius!
One word to sum it all up,its tagged creepy for now.

Dinner date the night before at D’Italiane Kitchen @ Jaya33 because we wanted to check out the PC’s nearby before meeting with JamesWoonlovestodrawflowers and Eugene.

Before I forget, it always help to be strong and independent on your own; make your own mistakes and learn from them. Looking at where my life is heading to right now,I’m pretty damn sure that God has plans for us. When i look back at yesterday, love zaps and it electrifies!

I’m about to sleep in a bit,its daddy’s birthday today by the way! Thank you for reading.
With much love,cheerios.

Project 365 on Tumblr.

Related posts:

1. Love Is A Common Ground.
2. Bark of Love.
3. Love Stories’ Never Boring.

Posted on Wednesday, February 10th, 2010 in Blogosphere, Cheerio thinks a lot, Jah-Mehz, Love & Romance, Past, Personal Writing Masterpieces, Tumblr. Subscribe to this comment feed. Leave a response, or trackback from your own site.