My faith has been questioned over and over again repeatedly over the past couple of days. Its like falling back into that phase where you ponder and wonder how else could things be if you hadn’t make a certain decision. The whole process of last minute shopping, packing and making full use of all the time left here in Malaysia was so overwhelming that I had a couple of panic attacks with my heart beating so fast I kid you not. There’s so much to do, but so little time left; although I’m surrounded by a good support team when it comes to getting all my last minute errands done. Thanks so much James, Hong & Qing Xian for driving me back and forth.

I have four days left, tick tock tick tock the clock is ticking its tock.

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you
Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you
With or without you
With or without you
Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I’m waiting for you.

You don’t have to feel like a waste of space
You’re original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe you’re reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it’s time, you’ll know
You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine.

Love never fails.

There are times that I wish that I could stay away from complications,and just strive for normality in life; especially in regards to relationships. Does it really matter what happens five years down the line; is there a real need to be so sure about your perfect wishful picture of the future? My perception on how I’d like to live my life in the near future has changed pretty drastically; there’s no point calculating all the risks and living in fear that things might not turn out as planned. In life, when you choose to major in minor things; you’ll never really get there.

At different point of times, I once had visions of how I’d like my picture to be; with splats of colors all over and black lines regulating all around it. At times we also lose the sense of certainty that makes you extraordinary. I would never again settle for less than I could be, and same goes for you. We might have created limitations and unnecessary boundaries from our true potential without realizing; hence I’d reckon for each of us (especially myself!) to knock on as many doors as possible even if some doors are often unanswered.

We’re often our own enemy; our beliefs are like unquestioned demands.

Related posts:

1. When Garnier Fails.
2. One Week.
3. Love Demo.

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