You know, sometimes things happen for a reason. The chapter is now closing, and I’m starting all over again. Last night was probably the most awakening night, where everything I’ve been bothered about; its all dished out on the table. They say that sometimes not knowing the truth hurts even more than the truth itself. Its all good now, and I was this close to losing myself to the situation. I’m sorry that the worst side of me had to appear; it usually pops up when I’m at my weakest, when I’m really hurt. One thing I’ve learned, never judge a book by its cover; everyone has a good and a bad side, it really depends on which side you focus on. Anger consumes you, and it did. I strive for happiness, and even if it means for the people I care about. Love is never selfish, it is always kind; and it was then I realize how there is no need to go in circles.

Love is suppose to bring happiness. And I was unhappy, for a very long while. Its not about finding the right one fearing you’ll never find anyone better; its about finding someone who makes you, you. People change, we grow up, we get better; and ten years down the line, we’ll be just like our old folks, laughing at how stupid we used to be being young. God has plans for each of us, and as much as we hate the amount of pit stops to get through the highway; never lose sight of your destination. I want to be ___________________ ten years from now, doing _________________ and have ___________________. Don’t live your life with a cup filled with water, with that you’re not allowing new water into the cup. Its like being full of yourself, I’m like that at times; but I remind myself about this theory, I’ve opened up to new people, new beginnings and it makes living a little more meaningful.

Sometimes you have to forget what you want, to remember what you deserve.

Here’s a new music cover, more of a demo that was recorded about two months ago. I personally love this setting,and made Leon recreate the music to make it feel a little more personal. Its a short one minute long demo.

Have a great week ahead.

Related posts:

1. Love Is The Music.
2. Viral Love.
3. Back With Love.

Posted on Monday, October 17th, 2011 in Blogosphere, Cheerio thinks a lot, Leon Marcus Zachary Music, Leonells, Melbourne, Past, Personal Writing Masterpieces, Youtube. Subscribe to this comment feed. Leave a response, or trackback from your own site.