24 |
Last Kiss. |
April 24, 2011 |
I still remember the look on your face
Been through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered for just us to know
You told me you loved me so why did you go away, go away
I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane
That April 6th the beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms
But now I’ll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don’t know
How to be something you miss
Never thought we’d have a last kiss
Never imagined we’d end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips.
I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you’re showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then you pulled me in
I’m not much for dancing but for you did.
Because I loved your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you’d kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something
There’s not a day I don’t miss those rude interruptions.
So I’ll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I’ll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe
And I’ll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it’s nice where you are.
And I hope the sun shines and it’s a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed
We can plan for a change in weather and time
I never planned on you changing your mind.
Love it.
Related posts:
a very nice write up. hope things are going better for u over there yea
*smileys*
And one of my fav song, lovely!
hey tracey!!
Yeah its the lyrics from the song, which is pretty relate-able to many people I assume. I hope things are going on well for you too. try to catch you when im home! lotsa love.
you sound so sad when you talk about alvin/keeper when people out there i.e. this girl who is going to get married soon (and was also pregnant) but her fiance suddenly died in a car accident, are going though unhappiness far worst than you. or maybe in my case, my bf died. so what am I suppose to do? seems like you chose to break away from him cos you wanna come to melbourne and enjoy what’s left from your youth with other like-minded people (all out for fun), and so you inevitably kicked him aside. you’re a good writer and you express yourself well. so stop wallowing in self-pity or that’s all you’re gonna get from people.
also, architecture isnt that hard. law and medicine are the toughest ard.
on a sidenote, you write really well for a malaysian!
cheers
I appreciate your honest opinion about Alvin, but the period when this post was written was pretty much a phase where I’m still in the midst of sorting myself out. Feelings were long gone and Melbourne was definitely a choice made not to breakaway from Alvin to have all the like-minded fun which you mentioned; I took a year off to stay in Malaysia to make things work and at some point it felt like all my effort wasn’t worth it, and I grew up. Sorry to hear about your bad situation, and I hope that things are better now on your end. Wallowing in self-pity is a tad bit too harsh ain’t it, but I suppose that’s just one of the things that I do here, to just have it out whenever I’m in a self-reflective mode. Thanks for reading, and arch,law,med they’re all tough in their own respective field.
cheers.
just read, this post wasn’t even about Alvin. =/