I’m finally coming clean.

Its the 4th birthday celebration,and I’m counting on the years to come. As cheesy as this maybe,and as dumb as this might sound; I know my readers would love the fact that I’m happy. Things & situations might differ and be misinterprated,but one thing that I’ve got to highlight on; I’ve always been honest & I don’t let ego rule my world.

The Keeper, or you may refer him as Alvin; was a man I knew on Christmas eve year 2005 that we’ve dated since the 2nd of January year 2006. Ten holy days of knowing him,and its the forth year now. I guess god has plans for us,even if it means going through obstacles one after another. You know lah the whole crap about long relationships,where they’ll have a big fat hurdle; its either it makes or breaks. So I’m happy that we stood the test of time,and his love was unconditional. Everything that has happened,happens for a reason.

Within the past one month,the most FAQ was; you and Alvin are back together?

To be honest,relationships should never be a tool to measure a relationship neither should it be a key to secure any insecurities. Relationships requires a degree of commitment, and don’t bother being getting into one if you’re bloody egoistic,selfish & self centered; you’ll never make it. I’ve had the worst experience learning it the hard way,I made a mistake & kinda screwed my life up for a bit; but I know I’ve done my best. I don’t live pretentiously,and uncover the mask; knowing that all masks hides insecurities,ego and dissatisfaction promoting the best possible layer to mask it up.

People appreciate sincerity.
Public relation skills & a big fat smile can only take you so far.
To the folks who’re reading, there’s two sides of every story. I chose to tell the happier one,period.

I know I made a bad call to jump into another relationship,and as the matter in fact; Alvin has never bitched a word about me,and has sticked by me through it all. Thats respect. No one should ever bitch out loud unless they’re you fill in the blanks. I don’t do things unprovoked; to the hundreds of readers out there, I know you don’t comment much but just be happy for me!

Happy Birthday to the boyfriend.
You still sweep me off my feet,
spark a twinkle in the eye and butterfly kisses.

“Happy Birthday to the Keeper“,pretty please?
Much love,cheerios.

P/S: i’ve lost all my respect.threw all the junk away.deleted the contact.deleted off my list.
i’m fucking pissed with what I heard. hence,i’m done. i can’t keep up with the ego.

Related posts:

1. Keeper & Father.
2. Band-aid Birthday.
3. A Message to the Keeper.

Posted on Friday, August 7th, 2009 in Blogosphere, Cheerio thinks a lot, Love & Romance, Past, Personal Writing Masterpieces. Subscribe to this comment feed. Leave a response, or trackback from your own site.