Good day folks. Here goes my final post because college resumes first thing tomorrow morning,and I’m surprisingly all geared up to get down to business this semester. I am very well aware of the amount of readers,or rather the thorough spread of friends reading as well; I’ve got to admit that the break up period,post break up period was terribly difficult that I fell into some phase of a living off anything available. Break ups are painful,and I never really did mention about it here. I couldn’t bring myself to admit that the 39months relationship with the Keeper was already deeply engraved.

This blog only started off one year after our relationship kicked off,way before MissyCheerio even came about. I was an 18 year old kid,just so you know. It was a hard fought battle,I fell hard silently grieving; and smiling it off. I became a very negative driven,and resorted to other things to keep myself happy.

My point is,I was mentally exhausted and how to give your 150% focus right?
But the past two months was probably the best two months spent in my year 2009; I could finally feel and hear the voices coming from within again. Good news folks, I’ve won the battle & i can’t wait to get down to some serious shit hole work in college.

I was never weak, but I know I’m much stronger today; as of right now.
People find it so hard to be honest about how they feel,but trust me that its an awesome feeling to be able to just dish it all out; even if it maybe excruciating. It doesn’t matter what happens tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or a month from now; I’m done looking ten miles forward.

What matters most; its today.

I’m no longer the rebellious child,but I’m now grateful for all the love & support I’m getting at the moment. The Keeper has always been the good guy in my story book here, and who cares about what happens tomorrow; I might just die in a car accident on the way to college.

You & I both, spent hours and hours thinking about the past & what lies ahead in the future; but we’re merely fools who often fail to appreciate the present, the today, the ‘right now’. I’ve learned my lesson on being too hopeful with my tomorrows’, we need to start living today for what it is and be as happy as you can be.

Scroll all the way up to my blog header, did you notice the rings which are now worn on my necklace along with the pendant which I never took off because it was a gift given by the Keeper a two years ago engraved with the date of 020106. Look through all my pictures,and look out for that pendant. And yes if you may ask, the ring is very well hung on the chain around his neck wtf. These things don’t mean much when you’re at the first two years of the relationship because we don’t give two shits about being cliche, right?

Some things goes a very long way, some travel the distance and some walks along with you.
I’m happy where I am, and I am very well aware of my current source of happiness wtf.
Take each day as a day on its own, and to be very honest; I need no assurance about my tomorrows’ anymore.

Tomorrow come come ahh go go

This picture was taken after my Ping Pong session, with the Keeper returning a shot to cousin Aaron.

My squash queen favorite cousin, Serene Chee & myself rocking our accessories out.
Thats me with my eye protector for squash,and Serene protecting herself from me with the aviators?