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Friday October 3, 2008 |
October 3, 2008 |
Currently listening : A Fine Frenzy – Near To You
First and foremost,thank you for all the SMSes which surprisingly came in right on time back to back, the Facebook wishes and not to mention the phone calls. I guess this year my time is all well spent,and well loved of course. 
On my birthday eve,i had dinner with Alvin then poker session with Eu gene,Joe,Kenny Tan,Kenny Hew,Kwong Heng, and a few others all night long! Considering how late it was; how late i slept, i had to drag myself out of bed at 6.30am to head over to some waterfall in Pahang with my cousins. 
Well in case you didn’t know,we’re a very very close bunch. Sorry if i made it sound as if I was “forced” to join them up so early,but it was nothing like that!
This birthday has been the most meaningful one,its not smashing party but you have no idea how happy and fulfilled it feels this year. I made this one very random,but important phone call; a phone call which i should have made a long time ago, which instantaneously untangled the web i weaved and a burden off my chest.
I was honestly still in love,with the fact that you can never undo history but i’m living each and every day with one tiny bit of regret about it.I’m glad you heard the apology from me directly,and readers; from this point onwards i’m gonna take anything blog related back onto the real world.
I kid you not about that.
On my birthday eve,i had dinner with Alvin then poker session with Eu gene,Joe,Kenny Tan,Kenny Hew,Kwong Heng, and a few others all night long! Considering how late it was; how late i slept, i had to drag myself out of bed at 6.30am to head over to some waterfall in Pahang with my cousins. Well in case you didn’t know,we’re a very very close bunch. Sorry if i made it sound as if I was “forced” to join them up so early,but it was nothing like that!
This birthday has been the most meaningful one,its not smashing party but you have no idea how happy and fulfilled it feels this year. I made this one very random,but important phone call; a phone call which i should have made a long time ago, which instantaneously untangled the web i weaved and a burden off my chest.
I was honestly still in love,with the fact that you can never undo history but i’m living each and every day with one tiny bit of regret about it.I’m glad you heard the apology from me directly,and readers; from this point onwards i’m gonna take anything blog related back onto the real world. I kid you not about that.
for a moment i actually thought it was statistik kematian. 
Lester,one of my bodyguard for the day.
Serene Chee.
groupie shot,the water was freezing cold i swear!
And you know what was the best part; i was the target the whole entire day singing “Happy Birthday” and splashing all at one go left right front back; the water was insanely chilling!
Serene’s favourite shot of the day,made its way to her Facebook profile picture!
Next up,a truck load amount of pictures of us goofing around after our picnic!
my eye bags !!!!!!! 
Got caught between the posers.
Ahhhhhh wait,who am I kidding!
Maybe i am being overly sensitive with this whole 19 » 20 transition. Oh no don’t get me wrong,not in the feeling “old” way; but instead an awkward feeling just as if my yesterdays are finally dropped off like a bomb. You may not catch my drift the exactly,but teenage days and ways are over. The only significant difference this year is how many people remembered and my battery K.O.ed instantly wtf. 
I can’t help but to reassure the world wide web that
baby its all over and done with,
show’s over; you can all go home now.
From this point onwards,i vow to take a different approach and to solve those unresolved issues one by one. If you can’t leave my life alone,then stay very close to my constant updates here since I know the reason behind the crazy amount of visitors which stalks like a freaking stalker wtf.
Its okay if it takes up too much of self-redemption to break it even between us, but bringing something which belonged in the past right now; then its time to get out of the shadow baby.
Thank you for all the wishes again! ♥
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