Its a love-hate relationship at times, you can’t hate if you don’t love right? Well I guess its the process & journey of the relationship together as two different individuals merging their lives as one, and being apart of somebody else is undeniably something very,very special. I won’t say that i can’t live without you,come on lets just face reality; we all will get over it somehow but given a choice, i would want to spend half of my life with you till i’m 35years old wtf i’m just kidding. Perhaps being such a realist myself, i’ve learned to not lean towards expectations in a relationship because expectations kills.

Alvin has thought me many lessons about life, and i never realized how mellowed down i have become compared to those crazier times. I say its total bullshit if love was what made things changed; he made me a better person and he brought out the better side of me. Relationships are tied together with a simple word of “I do” and “Break up”,but i guess this isn’t what it is; he is also my best friend.

I choose to not list down the things that Alvin has given up,given in & given me because heck you try writing it all down when you do the same thing 32 times; its impossible to list them all down.  Somethings are better left unsaid,then its more valuable. i don’t need those things to prove the worthy of our relationship & love, neither should we ever compare ourselves to our previous relationships because the value of relationships is way more than that.  

its how silly & carefree you are around one another.

how retarded you behave around one another.

how stupid you look together.

how ugly you may look and still find them cute wtf.

how we picture each others looks 20 years down the road (P/S: Alvin!) and still love it.

how scary we may look with my hidden third eye!

how good we look together.

how much you hate taking pictures, and how much i love taking pictures.

There’s no need to buy & keep my love anymore,thats what you do in the first two years of the relationship not the third one. I know i may have made really,really bad choices on life & relationships then; i guess only time can tell. Don’t know if its clearly visible how different are my smiles whenever i’m with you, they say that i smile from ear to ear; and i hope this journey with you goes on for the better.

Happy 32nd month Alvin Lam. ♥