It seems like I’m ready to take yet another step forward but I know it’ll be one careful step; one at a time. They say that good things don’t come easy, its not always the case where it is highly unattainable; sometimes we just gotta leave some room for the element of surprise and things happen when you least expect them to.

With Jin Wei, Ryanloopthehoop & cZ0r. My VVIP’s and what we have in common; the love for basketball! Sorry only picked pictures which I looked decently nice in!

some shots I took in Guangzhou.

Didn’t mean to kick off the post speaking in riddles, but that pretty much summarizes my mind at the moment. At this point of time, I think I’ve come to terms with the separation with the Keeper; seems like my love’s been buried six feet under for the longest time and I’m not a woman with a stone cold heart. He would always be the man who once made history wtf how I did make him sound like some country hero but yeah I guess he deserves all that honor.

I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to write about happy moments spent with my other half like how I used to, disclosing every little thing that we’ve done like a personal diary over the years; ever again. Well thats not because I’m tremendously shattered about having all our memories here, to be frank; I don’t go back in history and I’ve never looked up my archives. Its just how I feel that the level of expectations has increased and to sweep me off my feet with leaving me with a smile at the end of it sounds pretty far fetched for now. But then again, I guess some part of me is just allowing that tad bit of sadness to overwhelm me for a bit.

Love to me, will always be the core that drives me forward and never backwards. We all get in and out of relationships, we give and receive, we win and we lose; but at some point you’d realize that you’re constantly redefining yourselves through one another. Its always the case where we start off being this way and at the end of the relationship we usually walk away with a whole new ordeal. And for my case, it has taken me to a whole new level about my beliefs that love never fails; but we do.

Christine, myself, Ewin & Yin Xie.

Xiang, myself, Azrin & Justin.

‘Like’ if you like what you read, at least there’s some form of satisfaction on my end knowing that you agree with my thoughts.Its so hard to comment on posts like this, even for myself wtf.

To sum this up,nothing in life goes as planned, especially for me. Sometimes you’ve ought to love that element of surprise which most people fear; the presence of uncertainties. We don’t like to gamble, take risks, to fall and crumble at the end of the day. Every love deserves the risk, and I definitely think that; my love is worth every  risk. This applies to every extent of friendship and relationships, give and you shall receive. I’m hoping that someday, someday love will find its way again.

Much love,cheerios.

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