If there’s anything that I can’t tolerate,would be lies & betrayal. Although i’m very much a forgiving person,to be honest it takes a lot to make me walk out of someone’s life. Betrayal to me,its a form of misused trust and a course of action taken with the intention to hurt. Lets all turn flip our heads around,and look around us; how much trust do you lay onto someone else and likewise the more trust you put in,the harder you’ll crash.

This self repeating scenario will go on and on eventually,thats how friends come and go,how the world works its magic,revolving like a merry-go-round. I choose to have good faith in people,and always on the upper hand giving them the benefit of the doubt but it only takes one time to jeopardize my trust and poof thats it. There’s a guideline on how to value a person,but being such a calculative natured being i’m sure we all have our own ways of doing the math.

I have full respect for people who’re honest,to themselves and to the people around them. Don’t you think that it takes a lot of courage to be truthful,and sometimes the toughest part is being truthful to yourself?

My heart’s been broken a couple of years ago,and then i vowed to jack up the value of honest people in my life.Dishonesty is probably one of the most disgusting act anyone can carry,and don’t be surprised how tough it can be to live as an honest person. With all the plastics walking among us,having people you can whole-heartedly trust is probably one of the most valuable thing anyone can own.Let me ask you this,at this very moment; who do you trust most?

Things that happened in the past,left me dysfunctional in my own way. There’s nothing wrong about being dysfunctional,because thats what makes you who you are,whatever’s engraved in you that makes you whole. Assuming that when we’re born being an empty white clothe,and growing up painting the white clothe with different choice of colors. Colors that symbolizes laughters,pain,sorrow,excitement and every color that contributes to the big picture; you.

I’m strongest when i feel betrayed.
You’d be surprise.