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Belle of The Boulevard.

October 8, 2010

The best news I’ve had in a week, the blood palette has finally increased! :)
I’m gonna live, although it hasn’t reach 150 like a normal person yet; 23 to 33 is promising. Thank you for all the smses, Facebook messages, tweets, comments and concern; I know I may not have the time to read and reply them all, but I remember these things very clearly. I guess in some ways I’ve been so used to be loved/hated for all the wrong reasons; but its this incident that sort of showed me that I am surrounded by people who really really care about me. I’m just too ice-cold to feel it at times. :|

I’ve been partially licking my wounds over the past two months feeling so all over the place, but these couple of days helped me put things into proper perspective again. I can so feel the power (I humbly call it the cheeriotivity) that the force is back with me. Just accepted the fact that this is tough, I could have lost my life and now that I’m alive; you’ll be seeing a very different light of me from this day forth. I do feel a little lousy not being to go for my classes to work on my assignments; but hey, I’m a wacko self driven machine; when I move my gears, even i end up giving myself a shock. :razz:

If you really insist to see how I look like in the hospital today,taken via iPhone by @joshlim:

http://twitpic.com/2vc0ia

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It’s a long way down
It’s a long way
Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg and thinks he’s getting close
For now you let him just this once
Just for now
And just like that – it’s over

[Chorus:]

Don’t turn away

Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don’t be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard for the belle of the boulevard

In all your silver rings
And all your silken things
That song you softly sing
– is keeping you from breaking
It’s a long way down
It’s a long way
Back here you never loved
You’ve shaked the shivers off
You take a drink to get your courage up

Can you believe it
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It’s over

Please hold on – it’s alright
Please hold on – it’s alright
Please hold on
Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you.

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3 comments “Belle of The Boulevard.”

  1. Calvin says:

    Get well soon, Ellie (:

  2. [...] you never broke. You tell a dirty joke. He touches your leg and thinks he’s getting close Read more October 7th, 2010 | Category: [...]

  3. biopolymath says:

    will continue to pray for your health!

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