Good day folks. It has sure been quite a week; having the amount of new additions to my life, it almost feels as if things just worked out on it own. I’ve been busy and away with my submissions for two subjects which explains why I haven’t been able to find the time to write and update; and I guess I’ve been happy. Its funny how I can’t seem to find the words to describe how it feels to finally be happy, and knowing that things will all work out eventually. Have you ever been in a situation where you get a bomb dropped right on you, and nobody said that bombs would kill you, right?

What if sometimes all it takes is just to have a timed bomb to explode that sets you free from everything. Here’s to you who’s never once believed in second chances; second chances to relive a moment in time. Perhaps there will always be a point in time in our lives where we achieve something, and while reaching out for the stars; you lose your way and sense of direction. Sometimes we spend our lives looking so far forward stretching thin that you fall into a free falling phase where the world comes crashing down on you. You find yourself in this dark place where you react to almost everything, drowning and swinging your arms up above hoping that someone would reach out and save you.

I remember what you said when you told me how helpless it feels to have everything falling apart when you’ve set your hopes so high. How life can be such a bitch at times, how it takes you on a roller coaster ride with a world filled with insincerity; and how we’ve dealt our cards in this game of poker. I’ve stopped playing a long time ago; it feels like there’s nothing I want anymore since I left Malaysia. I know exactly what I want, and what I’m capable of; and its amazing to be able to live a normal life here.

We spoke about fame; I don’t miss it at all, to be honest.

I like how I’m just this bubbly girl who walks down the street smiling at everyone I meet looking like some girl who’s high on happiness wtf. Happiness is by choice; we all have shit going on and you’d be surprise if you know what I’ve been through to get to where I am now. What if everything that has happened, was for a good cause? What if god has planned for us to cross paths, in this intersection? I know I may sound really foolish to live off good faith in everything. There’s nothing wrong in gambling hoping that the odds would work your way.

I am different.
We all are.

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1. Cold & Heartless.
2. Stop At Nothing.
3. Peter Pan in Neverland.

Posted on Saturday, May 7th, 2011 in Blogosphere, Cheerio thinks a lot, Leon Marcus Zachary Music, Melbourne, Past, Personal Writing Masterpieces. Subscribe to this comment feed. Leave a response, or trackback from your own site.