Mum once told me,
Whenever you’re in doubt,don’t.

Do you still go ahead and do something when you’re doubt?
Or are you sensible enough to make the wisest decisions,dodging the bullet?
I’m quite a fan of going ahead with my decisions and just dealing with the consequences.
Lets take a trip down memory lane,and as some might already know; sometimes wisdom does not come hand in hand with age.It varies according to individuals.

Growing up being a problematic teenager,although the long gone running away from home days are parked at a corner so far that I can barely feel it presence now; I lived in a lot of doubts then. Doubts which derives from your senses,insecurities and a list of questions which you can barely find an answer to it. Not knowing,doubting resulting in me pulling off any possible escape route to any possible problem; just believing in running away from the cruel reality.

For a moment,i could still recall sitting at the stairways;
Asking myself,is this right?
Doubts with no answers.

I’m sure that similar situations like this occur to most of us,people who’re a lot like me and a lot like you.Looking at the bigger picture helps,but in order to live a life having doubts within reach all the time; i’d stay its best to just make your decisions wisely. Life can be fragile,it can fall apart when you least expect them to; no matter how high soaring you are up above the sky,a fall is unavoidable.

Uncertainties is clouding my over my bright blue sky.
Growing pains will always leave a huge deep scar,a scar that marks your growth.
Behind every smile,there’s always a story to tell.
And as for mine,i doubt its the sweetest smile but it only marks that I’ve won my battle.
A battle that you can only come close to imagining,and sadly thats as close as you can get.

To come to think of it,if it wasn’t for all the tragedy;
Writing would have been much tougher,
sometimes it does reflect how much you understand yourself.

I don’t quit,because I know the that every destination is reachable.
God has plans laid out for each and everyone of us,regardless of our religion.
If its time for you to die,money can’t bring you back to life.
Some part of me died in 2005,and I knew that the death of that part was necessary.

Whatever you know and read to date,was hard fought come back story.
Every fight for the better can’t do no wrong.
In fact,some fights bring people closer.
Its a pretty personal deep thought,
Much love,cheerios.