Time to wake up,time to wake up.
Good day world. I know things are going kinda slow at the moment,and all I’ve been doing is just spending some good quality time with the boyfriend,studio work,and just very much doing my own thing. Been catching up on my sleep,because from tonight onwards I’m gonna be turning on that crazy workaholic self up again. Daddy’s coming home from France tonight,I’m hoping for goodies!

Things have been going on pretty fantastic at the moment,been trying to learn the values of putting yourselves in someone else’s shoes; and as easy as it may sound,its not actually. You and I both know how tough it can be when we make compromises, when we’re forced out of our comfort zones; the very one thing that keeps us going on strong would be the value of it. Whether it would all be worth it in the very end.

Its true that there’s always somebody out there for everybody,but the truth remains that in one lifetime; you’ll only have one soul mate,one special friend and the one who’d watch you grow till you’re both on rocking chairs plucking each other’s white hair. Our biggest mistake would be how we allow our minds to manipulate our feelings or rather take control over our feelings; thats when the whole idea of ‘thinking too much’ all the time comes in.

Let me just share something with you,there’s this line which I stumbled upon earlier this morning that goes,

To love you is to find myself within you,and I do.
Ever since you walked into my life four years ago, dreams envy my reality.

Its not everyday that you find somebody who loves you more than himself, to an extent where he’s able to find the strength to love you through everything and anything at all. So true and deep that it hurts on the inside at times,even if it means forsaking his own happiness. Reading through the lines above, that to love is to find myself within you. If you were to ask me,how much do I see myself in the Keeper.

To be honest, his weaknesses are mostly my strengths and my weaknesses are very well complimented by his strengths so it works both ways. I see a lot of my undying hopes for a better tomorrow living in his very own eyes. I could still recall how he forced himself into getting a job,losing a job and getting another for the past couple of years with this driven motivation to improve his life to be able to offer the life and future which I deserve,and so he said.

Its important to have a reason to wake up to every morning, a reason to feel that its all worth it after a sucky meeting with a client, a reason to get stuck in the ridiculous Malaysian traffic everyday knowing that you’re doing it all for yourself and building your future around one another. You’ll always want to go home,in the arms of somebody somewhere you define as home.

So how did things crashed and fell apart then, when he lost a reason to everything that he’s been building and waking up to everyday. What gives your strength,hopes.

Ever since you walked into my life four years ago, dreams envy my reality. One of the most unexpected outcome of this entire relationship was how honesty has never failed us,although it upsets you; it builds up a bond that can never be broken. I believe in the value of brutal honesty,and what people fail to realize or believe is about how honest we are with each other.

Even if it means telling it to his face that he’s made some bad choices with huge ass fat chicks who we ended up laughing after the replies and phone calls; and yes even if it means pulling off any plug. Before we went to bed last night,he was talking about how pitiful it is to have saggy skin due to fat arms wtf then a moment a silence, he looked at me. Then we literally burst out laughing looking right after,with this gentle question asked; are we on the same page referring to the same person?

His reply was,I guess people do get really fat when they’re happy.
My reply was, just like yourself! hahahaha

I’ve had the chance to follow the boyfriend around on site to the Snowflake’s central kitchen, the Club21 in BSC, and I’m hoping to visit the new Taylor’s campus soon but too bad daddy’s coming home tonight.

I admire the fact that a man should never rely on his parents wealth and still be proud flaunting it; and I’m glad he respected my wishes for that. Even if you’re in some crazy deep ass shit hole,he doesn’t drive the fanciest car because he doesn’t demand for it from his father; and I told him work hard, and don’t be surprised that your boss might just reward you with a car. Have some sense of dignity and pride in what you do,thats good values.

It has never crossed my mind that my boyfriend would end up working hand in hand with my own father. I’m blessed to have a father who treats him like a son,nurturing him with the knowledge and life lessons to take him onto the right part & direction.

For all that has happened, for all that has failed; I’m glad he’s finally found his dream job. He used to study Hospitality in Taylor’s College,and now he’s part of the design and consultation team working hand in hand with his former lecturers. The boyfriend has always been a fan of fire arms and machinery’s, since daddy designs every single army camp in Malaysia wtf, Alvin finally had his chance to walk in and out of the army force with multiple firearms pointing to his head wtf.

Oh yeah,there’s onereally funny thing though.
Alvin calls my dad,Chief.
And apparently,its because dad’s surname is Chee with an F.
Cheef.

This is the kind of conversations we have after years in a relationship. At times you have to keep the flame going strong by speaking in multiple languages wtf. Don’t be afraid to be best friends with your partners,it always helps to feel less constrained and obligated. Most importantly ladies,find a boyfriend who tells you that you’re beautiful and someone who’d just glance at your stupidity when you’re having Yong Tau Foo over lunch and end up saying, you’re beautiful even when you’re eating Yong Tau Foo.

Its amazing how life unfolds on its own at times,you just gotta let it go with the flow. For all that is worth,to everyone who’s been apart of our lives and our relationship; I can assure you that I regret nothing off your existence because everything happened for a reason,and its definitely for the better. Every tiny winy part of you has miraculously painted our worlds even more colorful than before.

I really love how good we look together in pictures together wtf. Imagine all the wedding photographs wtf okay someone should drag me back down to the face of earth soon. I dare to dream,and yes I make things happen.
Much love,cheerios.

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