1. You are not the only one capable of doing what you did poking fun and stirring up trouble. I still have got all your dumb messages saved up in my cellphone’s Folder to show it to the world wide web with your name spelled in full attached with your house address,handphone number and office address wtf. I’ve asked so many people about you,more than a hand full amount of stories; the best part you shouldn’t have lied about how you were cheated on when you cheated in the very first place. Nobody likes lose holes and big fat liars. I guess things will be different now as you’re as round as a ball. So round that we couldn’t recognize you the other day wtf. You stalk, I stalk and do damage to your well-being. You’re no longer the innocent,nice,out-going but a disgusting selfish hippopotamus.
2. I’m pretty fed up with all the unnecessary issues and for all the effort to rush for the completion; I think anyone would have been annoyed by now. It sucks when you give your heart out to help then with very little demands over the past year,and now its take for granted.
3. I find it hilarious at times how you bullshit so much about not having enough time when you know that you just don’t have what it takes. Excuses to cover line, or because all that you’ve been aiming for isn’t working out for you. If your intentions were to pull the plug,pull it & quit the bullshits. I think you’re just lacking of attention,massively.

My Project 365 on Tumblr starts today!

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Hence the panic attack earlier today,because we were so inverted commas-ly confident in our chemistry wtf thats obviously a joke. I mean its an absolutely normal sight to see me teasing the Keeper like boy you’re so handsome you make all the flowers around you die.

Read on about some of the highlights from tonight.

1. The night started off with us introducing ourselves and I threw him a “Why so serious?” statement up on stage.
2. We took turns to give away the lucky draw prizes which every single staff walked away with those big ass hampers ala Chinese New Year. Since this isn’t my dad’s main company,I could barely recall the names of the staffs but I think we pulled it off pretty well.
3. According to the Keeper, my smile alone can zap them off their seats wtf. Can’t deny that did help motivated me quite a bit. For all you know,it was said solely for motivation purpose.
4. Called five volunteers up on stage for the game which gives away a big fat Ang Pow. My trick was to point at the table and go “That handsome man over at that table,come on up here!”. It worked,half the table got up.
5. There was also this game of choosing the best Michael Jackson’s dance impersonator where they have this dance off and the winner’s judged by the round of applause from the crowd. Thus,I named him our very own Michael Jackson!
6. I had two performances, belted out Everything I do,I do It For You by daddy’s request and From This Moment specially dedicated to you know who. It wasn’t easy emceeing, collaborating the games & lucky draw and perform songs at the same time.
7. Chances of smacked in your face public embarrassment is highly unavoidable.  What makes it worst when its in front of more than 100 people who knows you ass the Boss’s daughter.
8. Look at my avid Manchester United fan boyfriend, Man Utd thrashed Portsmouth 5-0 by the way. He was excused from dressing for the occasion because poor boy was heading down to JB for a futsal tournament first thing tomorrow morning.

Thats a wrap for my experience co-emceeing with the Keeper; I love how fun and cool we look together up on stage. Oh don’t get me wrong with that statement, its just the beauty of not taking yourselves so seriously. I definitely enjoyed myself,with a pat on the back well done while the boyfriend is probably dreading the main company’s annual dinner three weeks from now.

Its 3.23am at the moment on a Sunday morning. Dad’s in an extremely good mood (like duh!) so tomorrow should be quite an awesome day spent with family preparing for the upcoming Chinese New Year. Next week’s Valentine’s would be our fifth Valentine’s Day spent together,only this time we’re miles apart but I guess everyday should be like Valentine’s right?

Have a great weekend.
Much love,cheerios.

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I’d rather not question the magical part of god’s will,
There’s absolutely nothing wrong about fatal attractions,
Unexplainable feelings and a string of unspoken words,
For things happen when you least expect them to,
Sometimes it happens when you painstakingly want it to.

Being once baffled about why, when and how,
For it has always been there, then and now,
To choose silence over being out loud,
That’s something you’ll never ever hear about.

I’ve surprised you once, and I can do it twice,
I roll the dice nothing like the three blind mice,
The attraction was scrumptiously irritating,
If there’s ever such an expression, that is.

Its often the case that people upgrade as they age,
The complete opposite; what an bloody disgrace,
The world agrees about the mortifying beast,
Where the role of beauty and the beast is switched,
Perhaps its all about the beauty on the inside;
And not on the outside.

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Thanks much to Yee Wa for spending an entire day with me sneezing my nose away due to my sensitivity towards dust wtf but also having to bring up some issues which I’ve been dying to talk about. First was about the girl who looked way too old for her cute boyfriend which needs a larger pair of eyes perhaps; with a smaller mouth of course because this is only my first strike,all this its nothing about you,so go help yourself with another round of caffeine. I didn’t kiss you,so there’s no kiss and tell for you.

Picture perfect my ass.

Second would be about how most of our plans have differed from our original plans; some have gone overseas,some pursuing another field and some end up giving up the course. I had fun sneezing my day away with lots of catching up,and I’ve not gone on a shopping craze for the longest time. Aside from Taiwan,Singapore,Thailand and last week wtf.

Time flies,and its February already! This holiday period for the past 2-3 months is probably the most fulfilling and well spent,because I had the chance to literally do everything. From creating an entire new layout which is hopefully up this weekend,and my schedule for the next week is packed. I do get the thrill from feedbacks,the more the better; it always feels better to pass on a worn out shoe.

By the way,does anyone know where can i find those boards where you can stick a thumbtack on it to paste notes/photos hung on the wall?

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My classes are about to begin soon,approximately three weeks from now with Chinese New Year and Valentine’s Day smacked right in between. So here’s the thing that I’d like to share about today. A year ago today would be myself in my 5th Semester planning on a study trip to Ipoh with my entire batch of classmates on Valentine’s Day. That was actually quite the turning point for year 2009,where everything seem to fell apart before things somehow just picked off so well towards the later half of the year.

February was the month where I broke up with the Keeper,it was the start of the rocky Ellie hitting the on the roller coaster. To me,that was also the turning point for many things in my life. It was only then when I signed up for MissyCheerio.com from my xanga days, that was when I started to open up doors for myself; to the media, events, parties and everything else. Nobody really knew what happened between us, it was quite a shocking sudden break up but I knew very well that our love would never die.

And for those who’ve been reading for a while now,I’m sure you’re aware that I did briefly dated Eugene for two months which was probably more of a good friend when I was in need. I just recently learned a couple of things about myself, and I guess he has done quite  a fair share for me in the effort of making me happy. Guess things didn’t work out as well between us because I was far too upset. I was bashing him here for quite a long period of time, not exactly the proudest thing to admit but oh well I guess you’ve got to deal with the fact that this is a personal space that happened to have a lot of readers.

Well that was then, I realized that I was happy with him but just far too unhappy on the inside. My smile had no sparkles in it. The burden off the broken heart was far too great to handle, it was also then when I decided to chop off my long locks which I’ve had for eight years. I don’t even have a picture of myself in short hair before that!

2009 was also quite a gear shifting year for me in terms of architecture,because I channeled most of my time to push myself into the next level. I was barely surviving, sitting at my drafting table at home rendering the 3D models of my design; playing on the songs that the Keeper sent me over on MSN like The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus’ Your Guardian Angel, Dashboard Confessional’s Ghost of A Good Thing and Stolen in April.

We weren’t back together in April,but I can recall him(the Keeper) watching me over the webcam over on MSN during wee hours in the morning; telling me don’t cry,things will be okay. Despite the break up,he was with me through it all; always a phone call away because we both knew that we’re soul mates. He could finish my sentences and read my expressions effortlessly even when I don’t speak.

You don’t need to be in a relationship to love somebody.
Who knew?

He’s always,always there at the right time to catch me when I fall.

Not too long after,we’re back together.

That was definitely the turning point for both our lives. The beauty about getting back together is probably the whole excitement about doing it all together again but you’ve ought to be careful not to live off the past. Everyday is a new day,and just take one day at a time. It was also then when the Keeper began his new career working with my father (till today!) and I kinda graduated one part of my journey into becoming an awesome architect right?

You’ll never how much you love till you lose,it teaches you the very essence of life itself. We’re pretty weird in our own way because we’ve do see each other every single day for the past four years plus,and I tell you something unbelievable okay. As far as I am concerned,everyday still feels so exciting! Probably when you have a very animated and bubbleh (bubbly) girlfriend and a boyfriend who behaves like a big kid just to make you laugh all the time; how not to look forward towards it!

The end of 2009 was probably the best I’ve ever had,and 2010 started off amazingly. Life is all about moving forward,and I’m glad we all did. If you meet a man who’s always telling you that I want to make you my wife, has a joint bank account with you for years and tells you you’re beautiful all the time wtf; then I guess you should consider yourself lucky. Its not everyday that you get to feel like you’re the utmost important thing in the world to somebody.

So,I guess its time to celebrate differences and shake hands graduating from 2009.
Much love,cheerios.

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September 2009; This video is kinda lame,but that makes the both of us.

Time to take a new video soon.
With much love,cheerios.

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Hungry for more.

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I’m so gonna miss all of you!

The shaking hands,getting your scroll and smiling to the camera moment.

Anyway the day started off with my boyfriend and my father having a smoke after lunch. Yes,both mum and I can’t stand the sight of this at times.

The Keeper dressed up with the YSL white tee and white tie; love you baby!

My favourite people; Maizan, Yee Wa, Katrina, Siti and myself!

Clockwise : myself, Yee Wa, Joshua, Siti, Katrina, Chit Jia, Gary and Maizan.

Clement and myself. My partner in crime,most of the time.
Gonna miss you tonnes when you go over to Sydney.

Hau Yee, Clement, myself, Katrina and Benjamin.

Aaron Lau, Hau Yee, myself and Joseph.

Katrina and myself.

Elaine & Katrina.

Clement’s Angels.

Shien Chii.

Jun Wai.

Green Pencil Studio & KAE Architects!

Aaron, Clement and myself. We had so much fun in Beijing together!

Aaron for A, Clement for C, Ellie for E, Benjamin for B.

Let me present you,my two favourite shots!

My backbone and never ending supporter.

I can still recall there were nights when he’d come over to stay up late with me till wee hours in the morning, struggling to keep awake. For all those times when I panicked and hit the roof worrying about not being to buy materials on time,to finishing rendering on time, and you don’t need to do architecture to support. Nights when I’m hungry and I do have my instant noodles marathon at some point in the semester,and he’d drive all the way just to feed me with proper food wtf. My insanely hectic schedule somehow made it seem like his life revolves around my timing, he just respected everything that did. Thats extremely important to me. I love how he admires what I do and what I’m capable of doing as a person; he’s my best friend, my other half and my punching bag. There were also moments when I’m so unsure about my abilities whether my works gonna turn out awesome; this one man stood there and told me, you have everything it takes.

Just have a little more faith in yourself. You’ll be a great architect someday.

See Guan, Shereen and myself.

Thank you for loving me and always believing in me.

Mum & Dad.

Just to seal this post up,this would be one of the most memorable day in my life. Not for the day itself,but for how it may be somewhat of a check point to reassure yourself that you’ve done something right & accomplished them. If you knew me all the way back then,I guess you’ll get what I mean. Its as if I’m breaking even with the tragic past; a living proof that there is a refresh button that you’d need to push every couple of years.

There’s nobody in this world who knows you better than you know yourself. Don’t ever give up even when you’re told that you’re just some wild child who has parents with the ka-ching for you to live off their wealth. Everybody deserves a second chance in life, I’ve fought hard for mine; and I can definitely assure you; I’m happy now because all the hard work has paid off.

I’m even with you now; past.

Now that I look back and wonder,its sure been a long journey.
Its as if I’m shaking hands at a welcome to a new world graduating from the past. My debts are paid,and now what lies ahead is no longer gonna be done for anybody else.

Always know that a pretty face can only take you that far,but what brings you way up there is whats hot-wired deep inside you that would glow on its own. The sense of intimidation that you’d portray to both men and women can be way beyond your imagination. Fight to have a presence and a vibrant vibe that’d surround you always. It doesn’t take a fool to know when you meet someone like that.
Much love,cheerios.

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The day started off with a heavy brunch with his parents at The Emperor,Grand Dorsett Hotel; it wasn’t on buffet and like always we over ordered wtf. Headed down to Low Yat to search for a new laptop for both of us; I did tweet about it.

@MissyCheerio :
Looks like my iMac and Compaq laptop is gonna have a new baby brother named Asus soon
@AhBing :
OMG THEY HAD UNPROTECTED SEX?!

That was hilarious.

This shot was obviously a shaky handed god knows what was I doing at that very moment but I kinda figured out a perfect title for this shot. It instantly struck me as I was editing the pictures last night,Ghost of A Good Thing by Dashboard Confessionals.

I guess it’s luck, but it’s the same
Hard luck, you’ve been trying to tame
Maybe it’s love, but it’s like you said
“Love is like a role that we play.”

But, I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say
But, I believe in you so much
I could die from the words that you say

But, you’re chasin’ the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
It’s getting away from you again
While you’re chasin’ ghosts.

That song is still one of my favourite tracks. We would hum and sing along in the car together,its easy to sing a love song of joy and happiness; but its often more moving when its a sad song that reflects so much of the past that serves a reminder that this is it.

I guess when a relationship goes on to a whole new level, they tend to end up bringing themselves up to an entire new level as well. Most would go through this phase of leveling down their individual expectations and you should consider yourself lucky when you find somebody who loves you for than life itself. This is probably one very romantic statement; its like breathing life into yours.

One may still live, you know the whole I can’t live without you crap; stay alive is easy but how good can it be when you’re a walking dead?

What most of us, if not some of us are lacking of; is good faith. Good faith doesn’t come easy,especially for most women because we’re so emotionally driven like a choo choo train gone wrong at times with all the fear,insecurities,doubts and all that nonsense. If you’re like every other women out there,here’s what I’d like to share with you.

Lets start this off with me.

I know how tough it can be to stay positive all the time,its bloody energy draining; I’m quite weird in some ways. Having this habit of beating myself up in some situations, whether its my studies,family or every other matter always thinking about the worst case scenarios but at the same time I’m extremely good faith driven. You have to believe that there’s a reason for everything and god is watching over you from above.

This one of my favourite picture of all time,the calmness and serenity is priceless.

Here’s what we do most of the time for the past years. To me,holding hands is a very big deal. This may not apply to everybody but in case you’re ever gonna ask me what makes one love so different from the rest; the answer lies in all the simple little things which most people often take for granted.

My tiny hands fits perfectly into his,thats a frequently mentioned statement; like oh man this feels so perfect coming from a man. And for myself,its all about how he holds the tiny hands. When he holds it so firmly(not like the kind where you shake away then its just slips off) it gives the sense of security and warmth, when he plays with your fingers, and most importantly when he lifts up your hands to gently kiss it.

Serendipity is the effect by which one accidentally stumbles upon something fortunate, especially while looking for something entirely unrelated.

The best things in life happens when you least expect them to,lower your expectations or sometimes have no expectations at all. Love works both ways, learn to let things fall into place; because mark my words. A relationship is merely a form of formal attachment; you may be married for fifty years and still get divorced, your husband might be having an affair of ten years wtf.

I know how this would probably come up in arguments; you’re my girlfriend/boyfriend hence you should bla bla and bla. I’m not a fan of expectations from people,and I don’t expect much from people either. Don’t spend too much time focusing on things which you totally no control of.

Love is the real deal.
Have a great weekend!
Much love,cheerios.

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Good day folks. To be honest,I don’t think its possible to surpass the current leader of 650 “likes” on the picture of myself and the Keeper. Well its worth the gamble for my very far fetched attempt. All you need to do is just to

Fingers crossed,whatever will be; will be.
Thank you for sticking by the both of us all along.

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