They say,don’t do something that you don’t want others to do to you.

1. You are not the only one capable of doing what you did poking fun and stirring up trouble. I still have got all your dumb messages saved up in my cellphone’s Folder to show it to the world wide web with your name spelled in full attached with your house address,handphone number and office address wtf. I’ve asked so many people about you,more than a hand full amount of stories; the best part you shouldn’t have lied about how you were cheated on when you cheated in the very first place. Nobody likes lose holes and big fat liars. I guess things will be different now as you’re as round as a ball. So round that we couldn’t recognize you the other day wtf. You stalk, I stalk and do damage to your well-being. You’re no longer the innocent,nice,out-going but a disgusting selfish hippopotamus.
2. I’m pretty fed up with all the unnecessary issues and for all the effort to rush for the completion; I think anyone would have been annoyed by now. It sucks when you give your heart out to help then with very little demands over the past year,and now its take for granted.
3. I find it hilarious at times how you bullshit so much about not having enough time when you know that you just don’t have what it takes. Excuses to cover line, or because all that you’ve been aiming for isn’t working out for you. If your intentions were to pull the plug,pull it & quit the bullshits. I think you’re just lacking of attention,massively.

My Project 365 on Tumblr starts today!

Good day folks. I just got home from a rather exciting and memorable night being the emcee of one of daddy’s company’s annual dinner alongside with the Keeper. Dad came up to the both of us one night, on Wednesday I think; saying both of you are gonna be the emcee for the dinner,go prepare yourself and nail it. Knowing ourselves,we spent the past two nights just sleeping the night away after a good round of spicy pan mee for dinner; and just enjoying the usual simple nights chilling out.

Hence the panic attack earlier today,because we were so inverted commas-ly confident in our chemistry wtf thats obviously a joke. I mean its an absolutely normal sight to see me teasing the Keeper like boy you’re so handsome you make all the flowers around you die.

Read on about some of the highlights from tonight.

1. The night started off with us introducing ourselves and I threw him a “Why so serious?” statement up on stage.
2. We took turns to give away the lucky draw prizes which every single staff walked away with those big ass hampers ala Chinese New Year. Since this isn’t my dad’s main company,I could barely recall the names of the staffs but I think we pulled it off pretty well.
3. According to the Keeper, my smile alone can zap them off their seats wtf. Can’t deny that did help motivated me quite a bit. For all you know,it was said solely for motivation purpose.
4. Called five volunteers up on stage for the game which gives away a big fat Ang Pow. My trick was to point at the table and go “That handsome man over at that table,come on up here!”. It worked,half the table got up.
5. There was also this game of choosing the best Michael Jackson’s dance impersonator where they have this dance off and the winner’s judged by the round of applause from the crowd. Thus,I named him our very own Michael Jackson!
6. I had two performances, belted out Everything I do,I do It For You by daddy’s request and From This Moment specially dedicated to you know who. It wasn’t easy emceeing, collaborating the games & lucky draw and perform songs at the same time.
7. Chances of smacked in your face public embarrassment is highly unavoidable.  What makes it worst when its in front of more than 100 people who knows you ass the Boss’s daughter.
8. Look at my avid Manchester United fan boyfriend, Man Utd thrashed Portsmouth 5-0 by the way. He was excused from dressing for the occasion because poor boy was heading down to JB for a futsal tournament first thing tomorrow morning.

Thats a wrap for my experience co-emceeing with the Keeper; I love how fun and cool we look together up on stage. Oh don’t get me wrong with that statement, its just the beauty of not taking yourselves so seriously. I definitely enjoyed myself,with a pat on the back well done while the boyfriend is probably dreading the main company’s annual dinner three weeks from now.

Its 3.23am at the moment on a Sunday morning. Dad’s in an extremely good mood (like duh!) so tomorrow should be quite an awesome day spent with family preparing for the upcoming Chinese New Year. Next week’s Valentine’s would be our fifth Valentine’s Day spent together,only this time we’re miles apart but I guess everyday should be like Valentine’s right?

Have a great weekend.
Much love,cheerios.

Some things happens for a reason they say,
Some people are bound to meet in the most mysterious ways,
Some daunting experiences and shabby conversations,
Some which never fails to remind you of yesteryears,
Some things which make you question the simple reckoning for it,
Some things, some people for some reasons.

I’d rather not question the magical part of god’s will,
There’s absolutely nothing wrong about fatal attractions,
Unexplainable feelings and a string of unspoken words,
For things happen when you least expect them to,
Sometimes it happens when you painstakingly want it to.

Being once baffled about why, when and how,
For it has always been there, then and now,
To choose silence over being out loud,
That’s something you’ll never ever hear about.

I’ve surprised you once, and I can do it twice,
I roll the dice nothing like the three blind mice,
The attraction was scrumptiously irritating,
If there’s ever such an expression, that is.

Its often the case that people upgrade as they age,
The complete opposite; what an bloody disgrace,
The world agrees about the mortifying beast,
Where the role of beauty and the beast is switched,
Perhaps its all about the beauty on the inside;
And not on the outside.

Good day folks. The clock is ticking down tick tock till the day where college reopens; and of course when things finally settle down for good. The past two nights been spent on a seafood craze dinner comprising of crabs and cuttlefish for two,a Japanese dinner and I think I’m close to the point of over spending on shopping I kid you not. I think I’m gonna try to wrap up my holiday to-do-list this weekend, then I’m done!

Thanks much to Yee Wa for spending an entire day with me sneezing my nose away due to my sensitivity towards dust wtf but also having to bring up some issues which I’ve been dying to talk about. First was about the girl who looked way too old for her cute boyfriend which needs a larger pair of eyes perhaps; with a smaller mouth of course because this is only my first strike,all this its nothing about you,so go help yourself with another round of caffeine. I didn’t kiss you,so there’s no kiss and tell for you.

Picture perfect my ass.

Second would be about how most of our plans have differed from our original plans; some have gone overseas,some pursuing another field and some end up giving up the course. I had fun sneezing my day away with lots of catching up,and I’ve not gone on a shopping craze for the longest time. Aside from Taiwan,Singapore,Thailand and last week wtf.

Time flies,and its February already! This holiday period for the past 2-3 months is probably the most fulfilling and well spent,because I had the chance to literally do everything. From creating an entire new layout which is hopefully up this weekend,and my schedule for the next week is packed. I do get the thrill from feedbacks,the more the better; it always feels better to pass on a worn out shoe.

By the way,does anyone know where can i find those boards where you can stick a thumbtack on it to paste notes/photos hung on the wall?

Good day folks. So much has happened over the last weekend,from a crazy Saturday spent with Joe Low and his amazing crew wtf which was made up by two of the most amazing people because we laughed so much on set. Thats part of the new project,but all is about to come on up smoothly very soon. Fingers crossed about that. I have also learned so much from meeting or rather getting to know different people from different fields of expertise where you learn to see the light from an entirely different perspective for what they do.

My classes are about to begin soon,approximately three weeks from now with Chinese New Year and Valentine’s Day smacked right in between. So here’s the thing that I’d like to share about today. A year ago today would be myself in my 5th Semester planning on a study trip to Ipoh with my entire batch of classmates on Valentine’s Day. That was actually quite the turning point for year 2009,where everything seem to fell apart before things somehow just picked off so well towards the later half of the year.

February was the month where I broke up with the Keeper,it was the start of the rocky Ellie hitting the on the roller coaster. To me,that was also the turning point for many things in my life. It was only then when I signed up for MissyCheerio.com from my xanga days, that was when I started to open up doors for myself; to the media, events, parties and everything else. Nobody really knew what happened between us, it was quite a shocking sudden break up but I knew very well that our love would never die.

And for those who’ve been reading for a while now,I’m sure you’re aware that I did briefly dated Eugene for two months which was probably more of a good friend when I was in need. I just recently learned a couple of things about myself, and I guess he has done quite  a fair share for me in the effort of making me happy. Guess things didn’t work out as well between us because I was far too upset. I was bashing him here for quite a long period of time, not exactly the proudest thing to admit but oh well I guess you’ve got to deal with the fact that this is a personal space that happened to have a lot of readers.

Well that was then, I realized that I was happy with him but just far too unhappy on the inside. My smile had no sparkles in it. The burden off the broken heart was far too great to handle, it was also then when I decided to chop off my long locks which I’ve had for eight years. I don’t even have a picture of myself in short hair before that!

2009 was also quite a gear shifting year for me in terms of architecture,because I channeled most of my time to push myself into the next level. I was barely surviving, sitting at my drafting table at home rendering the 3D models of my design; playing on the songs that the Keeper sent me over on MSN like The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus’ Your Guardian Angel, Dashboard Confessional’s Ghost of A Good Thing and Stolen in April.

We weren’t back together in April,but I can recall him(the Keeper) watching me over the webcam over on MSN during wee hours in the morning; telling me don’t cry,things will be okay. Despite the break up,he was with me through it all; always a phone call away because we both knew that we’re soul mates. He could finish my sentences and read my expressions effortlessly even when I don’t speak.

You don’t need to be in a relationship to love somebody.
Who knew?

He’s always,always there at the right time to catch me when I fall.

Not too long after,we’re back together.

That was definitely the turning point for both our lives. The beauty about getting back together is probably the whole excitement about doing it all together again but you’ve ought to be careful not to live off the past. Everyday is a new day,and just take one day at a time. It was also then when the Keeper began his new career working with my father (till today!) and I kinda graduated one part of my journey into becoming an awesome architect right?

You’ll never how much you love till you lose,it teaches you the very essence of life itself. We’re pretty weird in our own way because we’ve do see each other every single day for the past four years plus,and I tell you something unbelievable okay. As far as I am concerned,everyday still feels so exciting! Probably when you have a very animated and bubbleh (bubbly) girlfriend and a boyfriend who behaves like a big kid just to make you laugh all the time; how not to look forward towards it!

The end of 2009 was probably the best I’ve ever had,and 2010 started off amazingly. Life is all about moving forward,and I’m glad we all did. If you meet a man who’s always telling you that I want to make you my wife, has a joint bank account with you for years and tells you you’re beautiful all the time wtf; then I guess you should consider yourself lucky. Its not everyday that you get to feel like you’re the utmost important thing in the world to somebody.

So,I guess its time to celebrate differences and shake hands graduating from 2009.
Much love,cheerios.